Xu Chao's mood is very complicated. No matter how you say it, no matter when it comes, Wang Yaxin is the woman Xu Chao once admired. Even if they can't be together in the end, even if Xu Chao is very angry, he still likes her like that after all. Wang Yaxin’s. But the decision Wang Yaxin made this time made Xu Chao begin to doubt that he might indeed be able to obtain Wang Yaxin's body through such means, but the current Wang Yaxin was no longer the same Wang Yaxin. What did he like? Is this Wang Yaxin?
The answer is yes. Xu Chao knows that he does not like Wang Yaxin like this, but he also knows that if it were not for this method, he might not be able to get Wang Yaxin in his life. Although he feels very sad It was awkward, but Xu Chao bought the ticket after all. In any case, this is something he has dreamed of for a long time. If it can finally be realized, although it is in this way and means, it will finally be regarded as fulfilling a dream in his heart. Wishes.
When Wang Yaxin returned to the ward, she could no longer see any emotion or joy. The moment before entering the ward, she was still expressionless. It seemed that for her now, nothing could be done. It made her emotions fluctuate in the slightest, as if her heart had already died, but only Fang Zhiqiang's physical condition could allow her to make such a disguise again. After she entered the ward, she pretended to A nonchalant expression just shows what she cares about most now. It is precisely because of this that Wang Yaxin clearly understands herself and knows what her truest thoughts are deep in her heart. Knowing this How to deal with things, for yourself, can calm your impetuous heart.
Life is so long. At every stage, you need to find your own position and value, and you need to understand what your heart really wants. Wang Yaxin has been searching for thirty years. The first half of , she also wanted the kind of pure and flawless love like Li Xiaoxiao, and longed for the romance and happiness of her life. But Wang Yaxin's luck was not as good as Li Xiaoxiao. The men she met brought her harm again and again. In the face of reality, Wang Yaxin had to give up her "childish" ideas and guard the only one beside her. A child, Wang Jingyu, met Fang Zhiqiang again later.
The 'childish' thoughts reappeared. At that time, Wang Yaxin only felt that she had met the wrong person before. Love still existed, but she had not met it yet, but she experienced it with Fang Zhiqiang. After experiencing so many things, Wang Yaxin once again found that life was still unwilling to let her go. Just like seeking scriptures from the West, her nine-nine-nine-eighty-one tribulations were not over yet, and her own suffering was still waiting for her. This is a kind of training.
Finally, after agreeing to Xu Chao’s condition, Wang Yaxin suddenly discovered that in fact, for so long, sheShe looks like a mature and rational woman on the outside, but in fact, she is not that kind of person in her heart. Being that kind of person will not bring her happiness, but will add a lot of psychological pressure. After hearing the condition Xu Chao said, Wang Yaxin's first thought was not that he was about to lose his body, but that Fang Zhiqiang could be cured!
At that time, Wang Yaxin suddenly realized that for herself, she had never given up on love. The person she gave up her body to save was actually not Fang Zhiqiang, but herself. The love that has not completely died in my heart, after all, I am still trapped in the curse of love and cannot get out. Perhaps this is God giving me a chance to find myself, or perhaps, after experiencing so much, I finally realize that the most important thing is always by my side, and it is my deliberate choice to ignore and pretend. , making those things that were originally the most real become illusory, and instead let falsehood fill your body.
Understand who you are. This is a very profound philosophical question. Once a person can find himself, it means that he will be happy for the rest of his life, because he knows who he is and what he wants. Whenever you make a decision, you will follow your heart and do what you really want to do. How can such a person be unhappy?
"Uncle, how is your health now?" Wang Yaxin stepped forward, looked at Li Yonggui with concern, and asked softly.
Li Yonggui turned his head and glanced at Wang Yaxin. The sincere look of worry on Wang Yaxin's face made Li Yonggui's heart soften slightly. Logically speaking, Li Yonggui still doesn't have that much concern for Wang Yaxin now. He has a good impression and even a hint of contempt, but every time he comes into contact with Wang Yaxin, Li Yonggui can feel Wang Yaxin's sincerity and her kindness. Those qualities cannot be faked. It is precisely because of this that Li Yonggui Li Yonggui has always been unable to be truly angry or disgusted with Wang Yaxin. Even though she brought a lot of resistance to his daughter's life, in the end, he still couldn't be cruel.
"It's good. At least in the recent period, there have been no problems." Li Yonggui also nodded slightly and said seriously.
"After all, you are old, and it is difficult for you to do things like taking care of others. If you don't mind, just let me stay and take care of Qiangzi. You can go back and rest." Wang Yaxin A smile appeared on his face, he stared at Li Yonggui intently, and said in a very sincere tone.
Hearing this, Li Yonggui glanced at Fang Zhiqiang again. He originally wanted to say something from his heart to Fang Zhiqiang. After all, the relationship between them could not last long. At that point, At that time, even if I wanted to say it, I would not have the chance, but when I heard WangWhen Yaxin said this, Li Yonggui stood up immediately, looked at Wang Yaxin with a solemn face and said, "I hope you can take good care of him, and I also hope that you will be healthy when he is discharged from the hospital."
Li Yonggui’s words had already hinted at something, but Wang Yaxin couldn’t hear it at the moment. She had never thought that the marriage between Li Xiaoxiao and Fang Zhiqiang would come to an end. She understood that Li Xiaoxiao and she were not the same. For the same person, her own rationality made her original marriage unsustainable, but Li Xiaoxiao completely regards love as the entirety of her life. For her, even when she faces death, she may not give up her love. What's more, these are just misunderstandings that never happened? At that time, as long as these misunderstandings are resolved, Li Xiaoxiao will naturally return to Fang Zhiqiang. By then, he will once again become a redundant person to them.
It was precisely because of this thought that Wang Yaxin proposed the condition to Xu Chao before. Before Fang Zhiqiang recovered, she wanted to stay by his side. At least at this time, she His body is still clean. Otherwise, Wang Yaxin would not be ashamed to accompany Fang Zhiqiang to treat the disease. Moreover, if he fulfills his promise to Xu Chao first, Wang Yaxin is also worried about what Fang Zhiqiang will see by then. His temperament, if he were to know about this, he would not let himself do it even if he would directly commit suicide!
In order to avoid these unnecessary troubles, Wang Yaxin made that request to Xu Chao. Wang Yaxin was actually very grateful that Xu Chao agreed, although Xu Chao’s condition was completely It was beyond Wang Yaxin's expectation, but in her heart, Wang Yaxin actually didn't blame him so much, but rather thanked him.
Wang Yaxin thanked Xu Chao for giving herself such a chance to redeem herself and giving herself a chance to pay for Fang Zhiqiang, no matter what she paid or how Fang Zhiqiang would view herself in the future. As long as you do what you want to do, it will be enough.
When Li Yonggui left, his eyes stayed on Wang Yaxin for a moment. In his eyes, Wang Yaxin might become the next woman to accompany Fang Zhiqiang all his life, and that woman was originally supposed to be It is his own daughter Li Xiaoxiao, but now that things have developed to this point, Li Yonggui also knows that after Fang Zhiqiang is discharged from the hospital, everything that will happen is irreversible, and everything that is destined will eventually happen, no matter how they Trying to change everything is in vain, because in this world, all wrong things will happen at the right time.
"Yaxin, how long does the doctor say it will take before I can be discharged from the hospital?" After Li Yonggui left, Fang Zhiqiang on the hospital bed looked at Wang Yaxin anxiously and asked.
When Wang Yaxin heard this, she was slightly stunned, and then she sorted out her emotions., slowly approached Fang Zhiqiang, and said softly: "It should be soon. According to your current emotional state, the doctor is very satisfied. As long as you can continue to maintain your current condition, I believe the doctor will be able to let you go in about half a month." You are discharged from the hospital!”
“Half a month... I don’t know how Xiaoxiao will spend this half month...” After Fang Zhiqiang said these words, Wang Yaxin realized that in fact, he had been The only thing I was worried about was Li Xiaoxiao. I wanted to be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible, just to see Li Xiaoxiao earlier and explain everything that had happened before to Li Xiaoxiao in person.
But Wang Yaxin is not disappointed. Now she has given up everything, even her own body. What else can't be given up? It is not surprising for Wang Yaxin that Fang Zhiqiang can say such things. He is such an affectionate man to begin with. As long as he chooses a woman, he will be there from beginning to end. If he had not left him at the beginning, he would have In the sentence spoken now, 'Xiaoxiao' will become 'Yaxin'.
But Wang Yaxin did not envy Li Xiaoxiao. This was everything Li Xiaoxiao deserved. She deserved such treatment for her crazy pursuit of Fang Zhiqiang, but like herself, she only knew Weighing the pros and cons and only knowing how boring real life is, you deserve this.
Of course, Fang Zhiqiang is completely unaware of these thoughts in Wang Yaxin's heart. Fang Zhiqiang has no idea about the phone call Wang Yaxin just made, what he said on the phone, and who the person was talking to. Fang Zhiqiang knew nothing about Wang Yaxin's complicated inner emotional changes at the moment. What he cared about most now was Li Xiaoxiao's emotions, but he didn't know that there was another person who really cared about him. Body.
Bi Luochun and Liu Yan arrived at Li Xiaoxiao's home. Liu Yan waited in the car as promised and let Bi Luochun go upstairs alone.
A man with limited mobility came to the door in person, with a gift in his hand. This made Xiao’s mother unable to refuse, so she had to open the door and looked at Billow. With a smile on Chun's face, Xiao's mother immediately said: "Xiaoxiao is really not in a good condition. I hope you won't disturb her now."
"Auntie, I didn't come here to disturb her. , but to open her heart." Bi Luochun put the gift in his hand on the ground, and then said to Xiao's mother with a sincere face.
"Hey...it's useless. Your uncle and I have tried everything we can, but this child can't listen to anything. If she can have some enlightenment, we won't be able to do anything." …”
Xiao’s mother had a look of helplessness on her face as she spoke. The people who feel most distressed about Li Xiaoxiao becoming like this are naturally her and Li Yonggui, but they also know best. The people who were responsible for the whole thing, the first fewThe first time Li Xiaoxiao had such an idea, they might have thought they could try to persuade him, but now, they all know in their hearts that persuasion has no effect.
"Auntie, no matter what, let me try." Bi Luochun looked at Xiao's mother's helpless expression, and then couldn't help but frown slightly. Li Xiaoxiao's emotions affected It's not just her, the two old people, Fang Zhiqiang, and even Xiao Aili, a large circle of people will be affected by her emotions. If she can get better, it can be done for Bi Luochun. It's a good thing.
Xiao’s mother agreed to let Bi Luochun into the house. Bi Luochun came to Li Xiaoxiao’s door step by step. Hearing that there was no movement in the bedroom, Bi Luochun said softly through the door: “Xiaoxiao, I am Lao Bi, and Qiangzi asked me to come here to find you."
Bi Luochun got straight to the point, but there was still no movement in the bedroom. Bi Luochun could only vaguely hear Xiao Ai Li's humming voice. .
"Qiangzi told me all the truth about the matter, but he is not in very good health now and cannot come to explain to you in person, so he wants me to tell you everything. If you If you want to hear it, open the door."
After Bi Luochun finished speaking, he felt the silence that continued in the bedroom. He was not in a hurry, but continued to stand where he was, waiting for Li Xiaoxiao to make the final decision. decision.