When Xue Donglin came over with the color ultrasound, Wang Yaxin was still standing at the door. She did not go back because she was extremely entangled in her heart. She didn't know whether she should say those words to Fang Zhiqiang. She buried them in her heart and felt uncomfortable, but if she said When she came out, she knew that Fang Zhiqiang would be at a loss.
"Now that people have seen it, it's time for you to go back, right?" Xue Donglin looked at Wang Yaxin's thoughtful expression, raised the color Doppler ultrasound in his hand, and said.
Wang Yaxin took the things and immediately looked back at Fang Zhiqiang on the hospital bed.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang was lying quietly with his eyes closed. He didn’t know whether it was because he was too weak or he didn’t want to open his eyes.
"Are you a family member of the patient?" At this moment, a doctor's voice suddenly came from behind Wang Yaxin. Wang Yaxin turned to look at him, then nodded and said: "I... am ."
"Follow me." The doctor, who looked about fifty years old, waved to Wang Yaxin and said with a somewhat disappointed look on his face.
After Wang Yaxin followed him into the office, the doctor took the color Doppler ultrasound from Wang Yaxin. After watching it for a long time, he sighed and said to Wang Yaxin: "The patient's condition is far more complicated than we imagined. Originally, we just thought that his injury was too serious and he only needed to rest and adjust for a period of time before he could recover as before. But what we didn't expect was that after our color ultrasound examination, we found that the patient had another disease."
The doctor's tone sounded very low, and Wang Yaxin's heart was also tightened. When she heard this, she suddenly had an ominous premonition, but she still suppressed her inner struggle and asked: " Is...what disease?"
"Cardiomyopathy." The doctor raised his head and stared at Wang Yaxin intently, and said these three words decisively.
The moment Wang Yaxin heard this, she couldn't help but tremble slightly.
“To put it simply, there are only two treatment options for this disease, one is heart transplantation, but this technology is not yet mature enough here, and heart sources are also very scarce. The best option. The second option is conservative treatment with drugs. Judging from the patient's current condition, it should be able to continue for three to five years, which should not be a problem." The doctor stared at Wang Yaxin intently as he finished speaking. After saying that, he immediately picked up the color ultrasound again and started studying it. He squinted his eyes and frowned.
However, Wang Yaxin felt that her brain suddenly went blank. Fang Zhiqiang had just escaped the clutches of death, but now he heard the news again. The impact on Wang Yaxin was really too great.
“Three to five years?” Wang Yaxin blankly repeated what the doctor just said.She couldn't believe this fact, and she didn't want to believe it, but she knew that no matter how hard she couldn't accept it, all of this was now in front of her.
“Yes, and as this disease reaches the later stages, the chance of complications will increase significantly, and the patient will suffer great pain. Three to five years is also the most optimistic plan we have given. No one can predict whether the patient will be able to persist until that time." The doctor continued. After finishing speaking, he looked at Wang Yaxin again, sighed slightly, and then added: "In addition, in this situation, now It is best not to let the patient know that once the patient suffers too much a blow, it will not be of any benefit to the patient's recovery."
At this moment, Wang Yaxin no longer knew what the doctor was talking about, and her brain was in a state of confusion. It was blank, I couldn't hear anything, but my body couldn't help but tremble in place.
The doctor noticed Wang Yaxin’s trembling legs, and then said: “As a family member of the patient, you must instill positive energy into the patient, let him cooperate with the treatment, and maintain a happy mood. Only in this way will the rest of your life not be too painful."
The doctor's words finally made Wang Yaxin nod her head repeatedly. In fact, Wang Yaxin's thoughts in her heart were very simple. What she was about to say to Fang Zhiqiang just now, It was also because she had decided to give up completely in her heart. As long as Fang Zhiqiang could recover this time, Wang Yaxin would choose to leave his sight forever. No matter what difficulties Fang Zhiqiang experienced in the future, she would never appear again. To stop being humble is also to avoid causing trouble to Fang Zhiqiang’s life.
However, just as he had made up his mind, Wang Yaxin once again faced such a painful blow. With Fang Zhiqiang’s current physical condition, Wang Yaxin really didn’t know what to do, whether he should tell him? How will he live the rest of his life?
During the few days that Fang Zhiqiang was hospitalized, Wang Yaxin had never seen Li Xiaoxiao. At first, she was very confused. How could Li Xiaoxiao and Fang Zhiqiang have such a good relationship at such a critical moment? , she didn’t show up?
But later Wang Yaxin also figured out that maybe it was because of herself that the two people who were so loving have now reached this point.
Wang Yaxin’s inner guilt was also expressed by five people. She did not want others to know that she had so many worries. Only by making herself look happy could she bring happiness to others.
"I have already said what needs to be said. Next, it's time for you to make a choice." The doctor looked at Wang Yaxin's still stunned look and did not comfort him too much. After all, It is impossible for anyone to remain calm when encountering such a thing, and the doctor can also understand Wang Yaxin's mood at the moment.
“What choice?” Wang Yaxin was stunned, obviously not knowing what the doctor said.What does this mean?
After hearing this, the doctor continued to explain: "Now the patient faces two choices. One is to stay in the hospital for treatment and find a heart source. Once a suitable one is found, we will immediately prepare the patient for a heart transplant. , Of course, with our current technology, we do not have a 100% success rate, so the ultimate risk of this plan is also extremely high."
"The other option is to leave the hospital as usual and use drugs at home , with conservative treatment, the patient will feel relatively happier at home. Taking him out for a walk from time to time will also help make his body and mind healthier."
After listening to the doctor's words, Wang Yaxin was stunned again. For her now, she didn't know what choice she should make. She was thinking about what choice Fang Zhiqiang would make if Fang Zhiqiang was allowed to make his own choice.
But obviously, such an illusion has no effect. Fang Zhiqiang is still lying on the hospital bed dying after all. If he really knows about this, Wang Yaxin doesn’t know what he can do. Can't hold on.
Looking at Wang Yaxin in a daze, the doctor said again: "I'm not particularly anxious. Anyway, the patient's injury has not fully recovered yet. He will definitely spend the next period of time in the hospital. What are you doing? When you have made your decision, just come and tell me when."
When Wang Yaxin came back, her face was still in disbelief. She still can't believe it, why is this happening? Things will come to Fang Zhiqiang. He once led Mingda to a higher level and brought endless confidence to the people around him. But why do so many setbacks in life come to him?
As soon as he walked out of the doctor's office, Xue Donglin was already standing guard outside. Seemingly seeing that something was wrong with Wang Yaxin's face, Xue Donglin suddenly frowned in confusion and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ? Why does your face look so bad?"
Wang Yaxin was stunned, glanced at Xue Donglin, and then said with a smile: "It's nothing, maybe she's too tired."
Of course Wang Yaxin cannot let Xue Donglin know about this. She will not let anyone know about this, nor will she leave any opportunity for Fang Zhiqiang to know the news.
"Let's go, you should go back to the ward."
Seeing that Wang Yaxin was unwilling to say anything, Xue Donglin stopped saying more. After saying this, Prepare to take Wang Yaxin to the ward.
But Wang Yaxin once again rejected Xue Donglin, and then said: "Donglin, I want to see Qiangzi again. You wait for me outside. I will be fine."
Looking helplessly as Wang Yaxin walked into Fang Zhiqiang’s ward again, Xue DongLin let out a long sigh. It seemed that this woman would never change.
In Fang Zhiqiang’s ward, Wang Yaxin continued to sit on the edge of the bed, looking at Fang Zhiqiang who seemed to be sleeping soundly, and said softly: "Qiangzi, I know you are very strong, right? There were so many difficulties in the past that couldn't defeat you. Let alone this minor illness, you can definitely handle it, right?"
Fang Zhiqiang could vaguely hear Wang Yaxin's voice, at this moment, he slowly opened his eyes, turned to look at Wang Yaxin's moist eyes, and then smiled slightly: "Don't worry, I won't die so easily, it's just a skin injury, it won't be long." Time will recover."
Listening to these words, Wang Yaxin felt even more inexplicably uncomfortable. Now no one knew about Fang Zhiqiang's physical condition, not even Fang Zhiqiang himself. Love, but only I know about it, but this matter is a painful torture for myself, and I can't talk to anyone yet.
She was confused. Should she tell Li Xiaoxiao about this? Let Li Xiaoxiao take care of Fang Zhiqiang next? After all, with his current status, it would be inappropriate to stay with Fang Zhiqiang, but if he doesn't stay, Fang Zhiqiang will face so many things next, who will be responsible for taking care of him?
But if you want to tell Li Xiaoxiao, Wang Yaxin is very confused. The current state of Li Xiaoxiao and Fang Zhiqiang is all because of herself. Now Li Xiaoxiao definitely doesn’t want to see her. If it is true Tell her this, will she inadvertently let Fang Zhiqiang know something?
The doctor has clearly warned that this matter must not be known to the patient himself for the time being, which would be particularly bad for his recovery. Once Li Xiaoxiao cannot control his emotions, Fang Zhi will Qiang knows something, and it will be too late to say anything by then.
After struggling for a long time, Wang Yaxin finally made up her mind again. Let this matter rot in her stomach and never let anyone know about it. Only in this way, for Fang Zhiqiang It is the safest.
As for whether he should stay and take care of Fang Zhiqiang’s future life, Wang Yaxin doesn’t have his own answer yet. According to the doctor, he will most likely choose to discharge Fang Zhiqiang for conservative treatment.
In that case, Fang Zhiqiang will naturally have Li Xiaoxiao by his side, and naturally he will no longer need himself. When the time comes, he can leave without worries, just like what he thought before , and will no longer participate in Fang Zhiqiang's life. It is indeed time for the two of them to completely draw a dividing line.
In this life, after all, someone needs to stand up and put an end to it, becoming the end of their encounter in this life.
"Yaxin, it’s really time to go. "
Just when Wang Yaxin lowered her head and choked softly, Xue Donglin suddenly walked in. Looking at Wang Yaxin's twitching body, he couldn't help but speak and said softly.
Wang Yaxin heard the words and turned to look at Xue Donglin. Xue Donglin also had a worried look on his face at this moment. Wang Yaxin immediately stopped hesitating and stood up slowly with Xue Donglin's support.
And just as Wang Yaxin was about to prepare When turning to leave, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly shouted weakly: "Yaxin..."
Wang Yaxin turned around again, but saw that Fang Zhiqiang didn't even open his eyes, his expression was expressionless. He didn't seem to be conscious at all, but he continued to whisper: "Thank you..."