The speaker has no intention, but the listener has intention.

Wang Yaxin was just joking with Fang Zhiqiang, but she didn’t expect that Fang Zhiqiang would actually take it seriously.

His eyes couldn't help but slowly droop, not knowing where he was looking. Although he didn't say a word, the expression on his face had already expressed all the tangled and helpless feelings in his heart. come out.

"Haha, are you serious?" Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang's dull look and couldn't help but smile and continued.

Fang Zhiqiang raised his head again, but still looked at Wang Yaxin seriously. He thought that what Wang Yaxin just said was serious.

"How is this possible? There are so many people who are willing to help others. If it is like what I said, wouldn't it mean that all the people who helped me have made me unable to extricate myself?" Wang Yaxin explained.

After finishing speaking, she looked at Fang Zhiqiang’s still dubious expression, and then finally said seriously again: “Maybe it’s because you have a unique charm that not only attracts me, but also attracts Wang Xia and Lin Shan, but I can’t tell where the charm comes from. In short, I just can’t forget you.”

After Wang Yaxin finished speaking, she stared at Fang Zhiqiang’s puzzled face again. With an expression on his face, he continued: "You can do it. Are you so happy when you hear this?"

At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang finally couldn't help but smile helplessly and said Thinking of this, Fang Zhiqiang once thought that he was just an ordinary person. When he met Wang Yaxin, he was just a courier. Fang Zhiqiang really couldn't think of anything in him that made them miss him. .

The thing that makes Fang Zhiqiang the most helpless is Wang Xia. When he first met her, Fang Zhiqiang only felt that she, a domineering guy, did not look like a woman at all, but he did not expect that after getting along with her overnight, In the midst of it, she actually had a secret affection for herself.

It’s just that Wang Xia hid the deepest. It wasn’t until the three of them confessed to each other that she finally understood how much she had been suppressing herself.

But it was obviously too late by that time, because Wang Xia's feelings for herself caused her to be constrained by this when making many choices. Many times, she failed to make the choices she should have made. The choice was made, and I didn’t choose the right path to take.

As a result, she is still alone now.

"Yaxin, do you think I am a complete scumbag?" Fang Zhiqiang raised his head and asked Wang Yaxin with a tangled frown on his face.

This is indeed something Fang Zhiqiang has always struggled with. He never thought about being a scumbag, but looking back at the things he has done, it seems that he is a complete scumbag.scumbag.

"Why do you say that?" Wang Yaxin asked calmly, looking at Fang Zhiqiang's troubled expression.

"Because of me, you and Wang Xia are not married now. You still have at least two children with you, but Wang Xia is still alone now. What am I not a scumbag?"< br />
Fang Zhiqiang said without hesitation.

"Haha, you think too highly of yourself, don't you? Do you think it's all because of you that Xiaoxia and I don't get married?" Wang Yaxin couldn't help but smile and said.

But Fang Zhiqiang’s expression remained unchanged. He could naturally see that Wang Yaxin acted like this on purpose, and the answer he wanted to hear was Wang Yaxin’s serious answer.

"Let me talk about it first. I have just made it very clear to you. A big part of the reason for not getting married is that I am worried that my two children will not be happy in their childhoods after marriage. I want to find someone who treats me well. , and it is not easy for the children to have no separation from a man, so if I can’t rush things, I should take my time.”

“As for Xiaoxia, Didn't she get married once before? Speaking of Ran Yuming, the two of them are indeed a good match. If that accident hadn't happened later, their current life should be quite happy."

After Wang Yaxin finished speaking, Fang Zhiqiang said without hesitation: "Speaking of Ran Yuming, the reason why they got to that point has something to do with me."

Fang Zhiqiang While saying this, he couldn't help but clench his hands. This matter was the most regretful thing in his heart.

"Why?" Wang Yaxin obviously didn't understand what happened at the beginning, and then looked at Fang Zhiqiang with a puzzled face and asked.

"He may have known about the incident between Wang Xia and me that night, so he worked so hard in the end." Fang Zhiqiang continued to say in a self-blaming tone.

"Well... this Xiaoxia told me that Ran Yuming has been coveting the position of Mingda for a long time. Before he knew about it, he often mentioned those things to Xiaoxia, Xiaoxia He was unwilling to hand over Mingda to him, so he kept making trouble with Xiaoxia. As for your incident, it was just involved and did not play a key role."

Wang Yaxin She said disapprovingly. When Wang Xia told her these things, she felt endless pain in her heart.

"No matter how you say it, it has something to do with me." Fang Zhiqiang insisted.

　"If you insist on thinking so, I have no choice, but what I want to tell you is that everyone has their own choice, and they should clearly know that every decision they make selectEvery choice has corresponding consequences that need to be borne. This is the case for me, and it is also the case for Xiaoxia. We are all adults. No one is deceived by anyone. They are all willing to do so. Even if their life is miserable now, it is because of their own mistakes in the past. consequences of your choices. "

Having said this, Wang Yaxin paused for a moment, then stared at Fang Zhiqiang again and said: "None of us blame you, and you don't need to blame yourself. There are so many people in this world. If If everyone thinks like you, who can still fall in love happily? ”

……

Li Yonggui’s home.

Li Xiaoxiao still locked herself in the bedroom. When it was time to eat in the evening, she still did not go out. .

Li Yonggui and Xiao’s mother could no longer rest assured. No matter what the reason was, they had decided to ask Li Xiaoxiao clearly.

After the two people discussed it, Decided to let Xiao’s mother enter the bedroom. After all, it is easier for women to say some things to each other.

Knocked on the door carefully, and Xiao’s mother shouted softly from outside the door: “Xiaoxiao, it’s time to eat. La. "

No sound came from the room, and Xiao's mother immediately said again: "Can I come in? "

Li Xiaoxiao still didn't make any sound, and Xiao's mother's heartbeat couldn't help but start to speed up. They saw Li Xiaoxiao coming back in ragged clothes. They didn't think much about it at first, but later Xiao's mother and Li Yonggui After talking for a long time, they all felt that something was wrong. If they really encountered something that made their daughter collapse, but they didn't notice it in time, it would be too late to regret it!

Thinking of this, Xiao Mom immediately turned the door handle without hesitation. Fortunately, the door was not locked. When Xiao's mom came in, she saw the walker sitting next to Xiao Ai Li, with a dull look on her face. Li Xiaoxiao.

Obviously, Li Xiaoxiao’s attention is not on the child, and he looks worried.

“Xiaoxiao, what’s wrong with you? ? After coming back at noon, it has been like this, not eating. Your dad and I are very worried. If there is something wrong, can you tell mom? "Xiao's mother asked softly.

Li Xiaoxiao finally came back to her senses, glanced at her mother, then smiled and shook her head. She knew very well that no matter who said this, it didn't matter. Yes, my parents have told me so much before, but it’s still useless. I still have random thoughts in my heart.

So Li Xiaoxiao knows that this matter can only be considered a matter when she really understands it. You can come out completely, otherwise, no matter what others say, you will still be how you should be.

“Although we are older, we are not able to help you with many things.You have dealt with it, but there are no parents who are not worried about their children. Seeing your daughter like this, it is not only you who cannot eat well, but also your father and I. We cannot sleep well at night. So Xiaoxiao, can you tell your mother what's going on? "Xiao's mother continued to ask insistently.

Xiao's mother's words made Li Xiaoxiao start to feel a little moved. She originally didn't say anything to prevent her parents from worrying, but now she sees My emotions have been seen, so I had no choice but to sigh helplessly.

"It's useless to say it. It's just that I haven't figured it out myself. When I figure it out myself, it won't matter. Everything is gone. Mom, you don’t have to worry too much. Tell my dad that you don’t have to worry about me. I can handle my own affairs. "Li Xiaoxiao said with a very firm expression.

"Before, we thought you could handle it by yourself, but during that time, see for yourselves what you were dealing with? The relationship between you and Qiangzi finally eased a little bit, but then various things happened again. Now that you are like this, how is it possible for your parents not to worry? "Xiao's mother also replied without hesitation.

"I have told you before, and you have said everything you should say, but it is of no use, so Mom, you have nothing to worry about. It’s no use, just let me figure it out slowly. When you first got married, didn’t you also figure it out bit by bit? I saw a sentence in the book that said, "Marriage is a practice." I have just started. There is still a long way to go, so I will slowly understand it myself. ”

Li Xiaoxiao looked at her mother seriously and said.

When Xiao’s mother heard this, she smiled helplessly. From what Li Xiaoxiao said, Judging from these words, there should be no big problem, and she was relieved.

As for what Li Xiaoxiao just said, Xiao’s mother naturally has a way to deal with it.
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"Silly boy, those who slowly realize on their own are practicing alone, but you are not. Your parents are both experienced. If you have any thoughts in your mind, just tell your parents, and we will Relying on your own experience can save you a lot of detours. Isn't this a good thing? "Xiao's mother persuaded her seriously.

Li Xiaoxiao was a little moved. She was indeed trapped in a vicious circle. No matter how hard she tried to get out, she found that there was nothing she could do. It seemed that now, except for Apart from listening to what my parents said, there was nothing else I could do.

"Today, after Qiangzi left, I went to Caesar Bar..."

Li Xiaoxiao said this not to tell her mother that she had met some bad guys, but to tell her the scenes she saw on the surveillance camera at Caesars Bar.

After listening, Xiao's mother immediately smiled and said: "Isn't this very good?"

"It is very good, but why can't I still not have 100% trust in Hadron? He followed When I went there with Wang Yaxin, I still felt unsure and always worried about what would happen. Do you think I was too harsh on Hadron? He had already done so well, but I was still thinking about other things. If he knew that I had such thoughts, he would be very sad, right?" Li Xiaoxiao said with a tangled frown.