"You don't have to feel guilty or embarrassed. This was not caused by you and has nothing to do with you." Wang Yaxin could naturally see that Fang Zhiqiang's mood was not right, and then said disapprovingly.
"Yaxin, although I have apologized to you countless times and said everything that needs to be said, in the end, you are still the only one who has to endure everything. I know, When I was young, I did a lot of wrong things. Even if I didn't do it deliberately, it still caused you a lot of trouble, so I..."
"If you apologize, there is no need to say it again. No matter how much you say, it’s useless. Why are you wasting your breath?”
Wang Yaxin stopped Fang Zhiqiang from continuing. Fang Zhiqiang was right. Wang Yaxin had already heard countless apology words. Time, but what's the use? Life is still how it should be now, and those sincere apologies will not have any effect.
Wang Yaxin raised her head, sighed, and then said in a disapproving tone: "In life, who is not living for the first time? No one can ask anyone to understand all the truth when he is born. In the process of continuous practice, ACCCIM must make mistakes and must bear the price for the mistakes made. This is the mistake I made, and the price should naturally be borne by me."
Fang Zhiqiang knew what Wang Yaxin meant. , she is telling herself that she should not have fallen in love with herself in the first place, let alone have so many entanglements with herself. The sequelae left by those entanglements have made her unable to support herself now.
Fang Zhiqiang did not speak. No matter what Wang Yaxin was thinking in his heart at the moment, it was all right. Fang Zhiqiang knew that he could not stop it or change it.
"Actually, when I returned to Mingzhu this time, I did think about it to see if I would have the chance to be by your side again, and if I would have the chance to join hands with you for the rest of my life. Of course, I also know that this idea is a bit fanciful. , maybe it’s because people have been alone for a long time, and people will become stupid unconsciously, but after I came back, I quickly understood that these ideas of mine should not be realized.”
Wang Yaxin Through the window, she looked at the rapidly passing clouds outside and spoke slowly. The bursts of sighs seemed to indicate how helpless she felt inside.
Fang Zhiqiang raised his head and looked at her familiar face. Once upon a time, whenever he saw her face, he would feel inexplicably confident. No matter what he did, it seemed impossible. Will fail.
After this short period of time, everything has changed beyond recognition.
"Yaxin, if there is an afterlife, I will definitely choose you..."
"Why do you always talk about the afterlife? There are still things to do in the afterlife. , I am most annoyed by procrastination, so I put today’s thingsLeave it to tomorrow, leave tomorrow's things to the day after tomorrow. There are so many reasons for tomorrow, don't they understand? "
Wang Yaxin was referring to Fang Zhiqiang when she scolded Sang and Huai!
Fang Zhiqiang naturally heard it, and then said again: "If it doesn't work, leave the children to me. Well, I believe Xiaoxiao will be able to take good care of them as their own, and you can also reduce some pressure. "
After Fang Zhiqiang said this, Wang Yaxin immediately turned his head and looked at Fang Zhiqiang, his eyes fixed on him, with a look of surprise on his face.
Fang Zhiqiang didn't know why. Looking at her, he asked in a daze: "Why...why do you have such an expression? "
"Qiangzi, do you want to take away even the only child left by my side? Do you really plan to let me die alone in my life? "Wang Yaxin squinted her eyes and said word by word.
"I...I just said it casually. If you don't agree, forget it. I also want to help you share the burden. Just some pressure. "Fang Zhiqiang explained repeatedly.
"I know you can take good care of the child, but how clearly did I tell you when I took Xin Sheng away? She is my daughter, and she will never have anything to do with you in this life! "
As soon as he finished saying this, Wang Yaxin lowered his head and sighed helplessly, then stopped looking at Fang Zhiqiang and continued: "This time I am really helpless, but after this incident, you She still has nothing to do with her. Don’t even think about taking her away. I won’t agree! "
When Fang Zhiqiang heard this, he frowned helplessly. Wang Yaxin put too much pressure on herself and thought about things too stubbornly. Then she said: "Yaxin, you don't have to give me anything." You are under so much pressure. No matter what happens between adults, children are always innocent and you can give them better living conditions. Why can't you figure it out? "
"Haha..."
Listening to Fang Zhiqiang's words, Wang Yaxin couldn't help but smile coldly. When she looked at Fang Zhiqiang again, there was already a hint of forbearance in her eyes. Angry.
“Why do these words feel so familiar? How many people have said this to get their children back? Have you ever understood it? ”
Wang Yaxin’s words made Fang Zhiqiang frown in thought.
Indeed, in real life, many people have said such things, but when things can reach this point, they often fail. It shows that the person who lost the child must have done something to feel sorry for the other party. Otherwise, the woman would not be so cruel to break up their strong blood relationship.
"Since you don't want to, I won’t mention it anymore, but I still hope you can know that Xinsheng will always be my daughter no matter what happens.I will spare no effort to help her in any difficulty without asking for anything in return. No matter this time or in the future, whenever she encounters difficulties, no matter how big or small, I will help. I also hope that for the sake of your child, you will not It would be unfair to the child to bear it alone. "Fang Zhiqiang said helplessly.
When Wang Yaxin heard this, she originally wanted to say something again, but when she saw Fang Zhiqiang slowly lowering his head, he did not speak, and then said lightly 'Hmm' Wang Yaxin naturally knew what kind of person Fang Zhiqiang was. He could indeed do what he just said for his children.
But what Wang Yaxin wants to say is that she doesn't need it at all. No matter what difficulties she encounters in taking care of her children, she will not trouble Fang Zhiqiang, not because of anger, but because when Xin Sheng was born, She and Fang Zhiqiang were not married, so Wang Yaxin thought it was her fault. Fang Zhiqiang drank too much at the time. If she had firm principles, how could that happen? How could there be so many things? Can’t figure it out now?
Wang Yaxin knew very well that at that time, she did it voluntarily, and it was naturally her own fault. According to Wang Yaxin’s theory, she should naturally bear everything by herself.
Fang Zhiqiang’s help was out of father-daughter love. Even if he didn’t help, there was nothing wrong with it. Wang Yaxin would not say a word more in this regard.
“Qiangzi, Your biggest shortcoming is that you always like to help others. "
Wang Yaxin said in a joking tone.
Fang Zhiqiang looked up at Wang Yaxin with a puzzled look, obviously not knowing what she meant.
< br /> “If this were not the case, I would not be able to let go of you so much. "Wang Yaxin raised her eyelids, looked at Fang Zhiqiang, and said lightly.