However, they never imagined that Li Xiaoxiao would encounter such a thing today.
Fang Zhiqiang had just left, and in less than a day, Li Xiaoxiao was almost bullied by bad people. She was different from Wang Yaxin. No matter when, Wang Yaxin knew how to protect herself, no matter what happened to her. Even when things break her down, she can always remain rational.
However, once Li Xiaoxiao is in a bad mood, it is easy to lose control of her emotions. I don’t know how many times things like today will happen in the future.
After entering the bedroom, Li Xiaoxiao did not think about this. All she was thinking about at the moment was what kind of person she was in Fang Zhiqiang's heart.
Judging from the video, Fang Zhiqiang did everything so well, but he was always suspicious of him. Now Li Xiaoxiao herself feels that she is really going too far sometimes.
But soon, she realized that even if she had such thoughts, it was still useless, because at this moment, she was still thinking about whether Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin would go there together. Something would happen that she was most worried about.
She couldn't control her heart and always thought about it subconsciously, especially since Wang Yaxin had had such an experience with him before, which made Li Xiaoxiao completely uneasy.
Li Xiaoxiao was devastated. She didn’t know why she had such thoughts. Wouldn’t it be nice to live a good life and be content as long as she could stay by Fang Zhiqiang’s side?
But she found that she couldn't do this at all. No matter it was now, or in the past, or even in the future, she knew that she would always worry about gains and losses, and would always be afraid of Fang Zhiqiang's sudden sudden death. One day you will leave yourself, and your heart will follow someone else.
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On the plane, Fang Zhiqiang, who was about to fall asleep, suddenly woke up, but like most people, he felt that he suddenly fell from a very high place, and his body He couldn't help but trembled.
"What's wrong?" Wang Yaxin on the side felt something was wrong with Fang Zhiqiang, and then turned around, looked at Fang Zhiqiang's sweating head, and asked.
"It's okay..." Fang Zhiqiang shook his head slightly and said.
"Don't be too nervous. Everything has been arranged over there. I will contact the school again. If you need anything, I will tell you in advance. There shouldn't be any big problems."< br />
Wang Yaxin thought Fang Zhiqiang was nervous, so she said this.
When Fang Zhiqiang heard this, he just smiled awkwardly, but didn't say much.
However, after a moment, Fang Zhiqiang frowned slightly. He always felt thatSomething felt wrong, as if something bad had happened.
Looking at the time, it was now one o'clock in the afternoon. At this time, Li Xiaoxiao should still be working at Mingda, right?
Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t help but want to contact Li Xiaoxiao, but there was no way to do it on the plane. He opened the chat interface with Li Xiaoxiao and looked at the previous chat history. Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t help but be fascinated for a moment. .
In recent times, I and Li Xiaoxiao have always been in a state of uncertainty, and their relationship and status are also different at any time. Sometimes the two of them are as happy as when they were just married, just like It's the same as when you're in love.
But sometimes, it feels as if two people who are not suitable at all are forcibly brought together.
"What are you thinking about?" Wang Yaxin did not see Fang Zhiqiang's mobile phone interface, but looked at Fang Zhiqiang's distracted expression and asked.
Hearing this, Fang Zhiqiang turned his head and stared at Wang Yaxin for a long time.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang was suddenly thinking about a question deep in his heart: When two people are together, is suitability the most important, or love the most important?
If it is suitable, Fang Zhiqiang will definitely choose Wang Yaxin. Her rationality and maturity allow Fang Zhiqiang to understand all the thoughts in his heart without having to express too much.
But when it comes to love, Fang Zhiqiang knows that he has no other choice except Li Xiaoxiao. He did love Wang Yaxin once. But for such a mature and rational woman, even if she gets married, she still follows her own rational judgment in everything.
Such a woman will inevitably become tired over time. After such a long marriage, it is impossible to maintain it rationally, right?
If there is no appropriate sensibility and a little romance as a lubricant, how dry will marriage be?
"Why are you looking at me? You have watched me for so many years, haven't you seen enough?" Wang Yaxin smiled unnaturally when Fang Zhiqiang stared at her so intently, and then Asked.
When Fang Zhiqiang heard this, he also smiled, and then said: "Yaxin, let me ask you a question, if you want to get married in the future, what kind of man will you find?"
This question made Wang Yaxin raise her head and sigh. She had indeed thought about this question carefully. Before meeting Jiang Bing, she thought that she would definitely find a man like Jiang Bing in the future. He didn't need to be powerful, as long as he could live a normal life, as long as he could be meticulous about herself, as long as he knew how to take care of her. If you understand someone, you will be the perfect husband in your mind.
Wang Yaxin even felt that sheIt is only suitable for such a man.
Looking for a man who often engages in romance and talks about love, Wang Yaxin cannot imagine what life will be like in the future, and may even think that it is a childish behavior!
When she first met Jiang Bing, Wang Yaxin really felt that he was a very good man, so she tried hard to like him, and even planned to start a new family with him.
However, as time went by, Wang Yaxin found that even though she had tried her best, her punches still didn't make her heart beat.
Although the married life can be spent well, Wang Yaxin doesn't know how to endure the dull life for so many years.
"Haha..."
Suddenly, Wang Yaxin smiled blankly, making Fang Zhiqiang on the side also frown in confusion.
"What kind of man will I find... I will find a man who is... boring like me..." Wang Yaxin's words were obviously filled with self-deprecation.
When Fang Zhiqiang heard this, he immediately saw what Wang Yaxin was thinking.
"Everyone is different, with their own advantages and disadvantages. Boring people must have their own strengths, just like you." Fang Zhiqiang stared at him without hesitation. Wang Yaxin said so.
"Like me? Do I have any advantages?" Wang Yaxin asked with an incredulous look on her face.
"Rationality and maturity are things that many people dream of? But to get this kind of thing, you need to pay a price and work hard. Not everyone can have it easily, right?"
Fang Zhiqiang said without hesitation.
"In my opinion, maturity and rationality are just a layer of disguise on the surface after licking scars alone for countless nights. If someone can peel off that layer of disguise, can we Really understand his original appearance..."
Wang Yaxin has longed for the appearance of such a person, and has fantasized countless times that she will definitely meet such a person.
When she met Fang Zhiqiang, it meant that that person had already appeared.
Listening to Wang Yaxin's meaningful words, Fang Zhiqiang was stunned. He could hear the meaning of Wang Yaxin's words. After pondering for a long time, Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Yaxin again and asked: "Then Have you really shed that disguised skin?"
Having been with Wang Yaxin day and night for so long, Fang Zhiqiang has seen her fragile appearance, happy, happy, sad and sad. , but no matter what kind of mood she is in, Fang Zhiqiang feels that she is still that rational and mature woman, even if sometimes she looks like a child for a moment.Such innocence, soon, that feeling disappeared and was replaced by rationality and maturity again.
At that time, Fang Zhiqiang also had the extravagant thought of letting Wang Yaxin remain the same in front of him, without any disguise. Even if he was as childish as a child, he would always pamper him. she.
But over time, Fang Zhiqiang discovered that once a person starts to disguise herself, she will slowly get used to it. Habit is a terrible thing. Once formed, it will occur without the person being aware of it. Next, it shows up unconsciously.
If Wang Yaxin could really shed that layer of disguise at that time, maybe the ending between her and Fang Zhiqiang would not be what it is now.
At least, that’s what Fang Zhiqiang thinks in his heart.
Wang Yaxin and Fang Zhiqiang looked at each other, but she did not speak because she did not know the answer. When she was with Fang Zhiqiang, she was very happy, but there was always a voice in her heart telling her You have to be rational and mature. Even if men like to act coquettishly, even if men like to pamper petite women, you can't be that kind of woman, because you have the ability to be independent, and even have the ability to help men. Why do you do what you look down on? What about that kind of woman?
After being together for such a long time, Wang Yaxin didn’t know how long she had lost her disguise, nor how long she had remained rational.
"Perhaps, the two of us are a bit alike. Two boring people coming together will only become more boring. Without impulse and surprise, life will be difficult to maintain. Don't blame me, because I am I am such a person and I will not change." After a long time, Wang Yaxin finally spoke.
However, there was a trace of self-blame in her voice, as if she was using this self-blame to answer the question Fang Zhiqiang just asked.
"You think we are very similar?" Fang Zhiqiang was a little surprised. He had never felt that he and Wang Yaxin were very similar people.
"Maybe it's not like that. It seems that there is no need to worry about this issue now."
Listening to Fang Zhiqiang's unbelievable tone, Wang Yaxin didn't want to be there. Debating on this issue, just like she said, there is no need to dwell on this issue now.
"So, will you still find a man like me?" Fang Zhiqiang stared at Wang Yaxin's eyes and asked this sentence word by word.
Wang Yaxin was stunned, looking at Fang Zhiqiang's firm gaze. She didn't know what Fang Zhiqiang wanted to express at this moment, let alone what Fang Zhiqiang would say next.
She could only feel that her heartbeat was rapidly accelerating at this moment, as if it was about to jump out.
"What...what do you mean?" Wang Yaxin asked hesitantly.
"If you think we are similar, then will you find another man who is similar to you?" Fang Zhiqiang continued to ask.
The tone was very serious. After Wang Yaxin listened, he realized what he said. He breathed a sigh of relief and his accelerated heartbeat returned to normal again. However, he could not hide the loss in his heart.
“I don’t know, maybe it will, or maybe it won’t. The future is still so long, and my thoughts may change at any time. I know that I can’t control it, so I just let it take its course. Naturally."
Wang Yaxin smiled and said disapprovingly.
"You know, many things don't just happen naturally." Fang Zhiqiang continued seriously.
Wang Yaxin understood that Fang Zhiqiang was trying to find out her inner thoughts.
"What? Are you still concerned about my personal issues? Aren't you afraid that Xiaoxiao will be jealous?"
Wang Yaxin did not choose to answer directly, but joked like this.
But this was not the answer Fang Zhiqiang wanted. He continued to stare at Wang Yaxin, his eyes motionless, still waiting for Wang Yaxin's answer.