"You only need to answer my question. You don't need to worry about the rest." From Weiwei's eyes, Li Xiaoxiao has naturally seen something. For her, these more than 10,000 yuan are obviously enough. It made her feel shaken.
And if she told her relationship with Fang Zhiqiang, she might not go into so much detail, so Li Xiaoxiao didn't say much at the moment.
When Weiwei heard this, she was stunned again, and then said: "Come with me."
Seeing the other party's agreement, Li Xiaoxiao immediately let out a long breath. With that tone, he immediately followed Weiwei towards the computer room. Li Xiaoxiao could see clearly what happened that night.
At the same time, Wang Yaxin and Fang Zhiqiang on the plane were getting farther and farther away from the Pearl, and getting closer and closer to their destination.
"How is it? Do you have anything to say in your heart now?" Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang's silence and asked again.
For a place he has never been to, such a strange place, Fang Zhiqiang will definitely have unexpected thoughts in his heart, and Wang Yaxin is also quite curious about those thoughts. At least, she knows, Wang Xinsheng is very important to Fang Zhiqiang, otherwise he would not choose to come here rather than risk another disagreement with Li Xiaoxiao.
"No." Fang Zhiqiang glanced at Wang Yaxin and didn't say much, just said two words.
Wang Yaxin smiled slightly and said again: "Has Fang Zhiqiang, who was once so good at talking, disappeared now?"
Fang Zhiqiang glanced at Wang Yaxin again, but what? Didn't say anything.
"I know, maybe you just don't want to say so many words to me anymore, right? What are you afraid of?" In fact, the two of them knew each other tacitly, and no one knew about this. He was reluctant to bring it up, but for Wang Yaxin, since he was already in despair, he had to at least figure out what his persistence over the years meant in Fang Zhiqiang's heart.
Wang Yaxin obviously had something in his words. Fang Zhiqiang was stunned again for a long time without speaking. He naturally knew what Wang Yaxin wanted to say next.
"Since you already understand it, why do you still say it?" Fang Zhiqiang finally spoke.
Wang Yaxin said what he could not say. Fang Zhiqiang wanted to know why, and also wanted to know what Wang Yaxin was thinking.
"I have been restrained for so long. For me, maybe I have never really expressed my heart since I went there. Now, it is finally time for me to open up. Let you see, IWhat does your heart look like? "Wang Yaxin said lightly, even with a smile, looking so calm and indifferent.
"Since you have chosen to exercise restraint, you should stick to it. What you are doing now, and There shouldn't be. ”
Since it is something that both people understand, some words do not need to be said too clearly, and they can still communicate without any obstacles, just like Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin at this moment.
"With restraint, there will naturally be venting. Maybe you already have Xiaoxiao, and it's the same for you. But I'm different. You can't let me stifle myself, right? "
Wang Yaxin continued to smile.
"Okay, I can give you the answer you want. Fang Zhiqiang no longer evaded, and answered the question Wang Yaxin just said: "I really don't want to say more to you, and I am really afraid." "
"What are you afraid of? ”
“Afraid of what I least want to see happen. "
"Since it is the last thing you want to see, why are you still worried about it appearing? "
"Because I'm afraid that I can't control my heart, and I'm also afraid that I won't be able to control my behavior like before. "Fang Zhiqiang made no bones about it. Once the topic is discussed, there is no need to hide it. This is the best for everyone.
Wang Yaxin slowly lowered his head and said no more She didn't speak. In fact, she knew what Fang Zhiqiang was thinking, and just wanted to see if Fang Zhiqiang would tell the truth.
And now, Fang Zhiqiang finally said it, but Wang Yaxin But I don’t know how to answer.
The answer I have been searching for is now in front of me, but I am at a loss.
"Are you... mentally cheating? "After pondering for a long time, Wang Yaxin spoke again.
When Fang Zhiqiang heard this, he replied without hesitation: "I don't think so myself. ”
“Why? "
"Because in my heart, I never thought about betrayal. "Fang Zhiqiang said decisively.
"Do you understand what mental infidelity is? "Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang for a long time and said softly.
Fang Zhiqiang was silent. He naturally knew that Wang Yaxin was right. Fang Zhiqiang also knew very well that he still cared about her in his heart, and also Still worried about her life and Wang Xinsheng.
In a sense, this is already considered spiritual cheating.
Although Fang Zhiqiang himself sometimes can’t tell clearly, To Wang YaxinDoes that concern come from love or from past friendship.
Although he never thought about betraying Li Xiaoxiao, Fang Zhiqiang could not completely remove Wang Yaxin from the depths of his heart. Isn't this a kind of betrayal?
"Actually, you know very well that for you, I am always here, even if you don't contact me, even if we don't meet, it is still the same, right?" Wang Yaxin asked step by step, making Fang Zhi Qiang became more and more nervous and panicked.
Faced with Wang Yaxin’s questions one after another, Fang Zhiqiang soon discovered that he was unable to answer, because he could not give himself an answer. Those questions were like knives. Fang Zhiqiang's heart was torn out.
"Stop talking, it doesn't make any sense to say this now."
Fang Zhiqiang interrupted Wang Yaxin, hoping that she would stop talking, but for Wang Yaxin , now that you have spoken, how can you stop?
"Don't you think it's cruel if you let me swallow the words you have endured for so long and finally have the opportunity to say them today?" Wang Yaxin said without hesitation.
Looking at Fang Zhiqiang’s overwhelmed and panicked expression, Wang Yaxin sighed and said: “Don’t worry, the thing you least want to see won’t happen. I just want to I want to see what the man I once deeply loved had in mind."
"You know, I can't give you the future, I can't give you happiness, I can't give you what you want. Since we have all made choices about our lives, we should be responsible for our own choices. Talking more will only put you and me in an embarrassing situation. It will not benefit you or me, nor will it benefit Xiaoxiao."< br />
Having said this, Fang Zhiqiang looked up at Wang Yaxin and continued, "Once upon a time, you were a smart and rational woman. You spoke very few words, but every word came out when it was needed most. But now, your words have no effect. Instead, they will only bring us unnecessary trouble. Yaxin, this is not the you I want to see."
Fang Zhiqiang's These words made Wang Yaxin suddenly speechless. Looking at Fang Zhiqiang's firm eyes, Wang Yaxin's eyes couldn't help but become confused.
What Fang Zhiqiang said about his past self, even Wang Yaxin himself has forgotten what he looked like. He must have been very stupid at that time, so stupid that he didn’t know what he was doing, so stupid Even he couldn't tell right from wrong. He seemed very rational, but in fact, every decision he made was based on his own ideals. Wang Yaxin also knew that at that time, he knew Fang Zhiqiang from the very beginning. It only took less than half a year for it to fall completely.
Of course, later Wang Yaxin carefully analyzedAfter this incident, she gave herself a high-sounding reason. The reason why she fell into Fang Zhiqiang so deeply was because of Wang Jingyu.
At that time, Wang Jingyu needed a father, and Fang Zhiqiang took the initiative to ask for help. The relationship between him and himself was one of each getting what he needed.
However, later Wang Yaxin gradually discovered that Wang Jingyu relied more and more on Fang Zhiqiang. Wang Jingyu was too important to Wang Yaxin at that time. As long as his son could get better and better, Let alone Fang Zhiqiang, if it were any man, he might choose to stay with him forever.
However, this self-comfort did not last long. Wang Yaxin found that she could not do without Fang Zhiqiang, not just because of Wang Jingyu's existence.
It seems that I am so curious about all his past and admire all his decisions. Speaking of which, at that time, he was just a courier, but I It just happened that I was so obsessed with him.
Is it because I have been single for too long? Can't you see a man being so kind to you?
Wang Yaxin has used this reason to convince herself countless times.
However, as Wang Yaxin, there are not many men pursuing her, and the number of men who are good to her can be counted on one hand. How has she ever fallen?
In the end, Wang Yaxin had to admit that she was once again trapped in an emotional quagmire.
She claims to be a mature and rational woman, but she is always swayed by her emotions. She once thought she could control her damn emotions, but Wang Yaxin discovered that some things are innate and cannot be changed.
"Ever? When you suddenly mentioned these two words, I was a little confused."
After a long while, Wang Yaxin raised her head and smiled disapprovingly, and continued in a light tone. : "In the past, you would not be as hesitant and hesitant as you are now. As long as you are sure about what you want to do, you will not think about it. No matter how high the price is, nothing can stop you. Are you moving forward, right?"
Wang Yaxin's rhetorical question made Fang Zhiqiang fall into deep thought for a while.
Yes, the only constant thing in this world is that it keeps changing.
Whether time, people, or hearts, they will continue to change.
Looking back now, I realize that the obsession I once had in my heart has long since vanished into thin air. I once dreamed of building my own business empire with my own hands.
However, recently, he has chosen to abdicate on his own initiative, as if his fame and interests have become a thing of the past for him.
But in just a few days, following Li Yonggui’s words, he rekindled his impulse and desire to start a business. What does his changing heart mean?
"Don't be so nervous. We are all adults, and it is understandable to have some inappropriate thoughts about each other. If you keep it secret, it will only make it worse. You If you really want to let go, don’t suppress it deliberately. Only after some emotions are released can you get real relief.” Qiang said calmly.
Fang Zhiqiang raised his head and looked at this familiar face, which seemed to still be youthful, charming and flawless.
Even that faint smile is so familiar and so nostalgic.
The past few years seem to have left no mark on Wang Yaxin’s face. However, everyone’s hearts have already been running separately, and it is unknown where they will eventually go.
"Looking at you, you don't seem to be relieved." After a moment, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly turned his head, looked at Wang Yaxin at this moment, and said this, causing Wang Yaxin to fall silent.
Fang Zhiqiang’s rhetorical question caught Wang Yaxin off guard and left her speechless.