In this way, he returned to the hotel in a state of confusion. Fang Zhiqiang sat on a chair alone, looking at the empty room. All the pictures that came to his mind were related to Li Xiaoxiao.
Time passed by minute by second, and for Fang Zhiqiang, it was as if he had completely lost his soul now, and his whole person was like an empty shell without a soul.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly felt at a loss. He didn’t know what he should do, let alone what else he could do.
Suddenly, Fang Zhiqiang saw a pack of cigarettes placed on the TV cabinet. Fang Zhiqiang walked over like a ghost, took out a cigarette, and smelled the familiar smell of tobacco. Fang Zhiqiang’s mind Endless memories emerged.
At first, after getting married, Li Xiaoxiao never allowed herself to smoke. Every time she smoked in the bedroom, Li Xiaoxiao would always frown and cover her nose, but she did not smoke too much. demanding of herself, even though she felt very uncomfortable.
It is precisely because of this that Fang Zhiqiang gradually quit smoking. Although his father did not allow him to smoke at the time, Fang Zhiqiang knew very well that the biggest reason for him to quit smoking was that he did not want to hurt anyone. Li Xiaoxiao didn't want her to feel uncomfortable.
But now, I have not smoked for such a long time, but Li Xiaoxiao will never come back...
Fang Zhiqiang held the cigarette between his trembling fingers, slowly Putting it to his mouth, his palm seemed to pick up the lighter uncontrollably.
Lighting the cigarette, Fang Zhiqiang took a deep breath. The thick smoke entered his lungs along Fang Zhiqiang’s throat. After filtering inside, Fang Zhiqiang was filtered by Fang Zhiqiang again. Slowly spit it out.
Having not smoked for a long time, Fang Zhiqiang felt his brain was suddenly numb as he took a sharp puff, as if he was soaked in alcohol, making his whole body feel light, as if he was floating in the air. Same as in.
The smoke lingered in front of Fang Zhiqiang and wrapped around Fang Zhiqiang’s fingers, just like Li Xiaoxiao back then, surrounding Fang Zhiqiang all the time.
However, the smoke will eventually disperse and people will eventually leave...
At this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door, and Fang Zhiqiang looked at it At the door, he looked at the cigarette in his hand again. After putting out the cigarette, he walked to the door and opened the door.
As soon as the door opened, Lin Shan at the door couldn't help frowning and waving her fingers in front of her nose. It was obvious that she was also very sensitive to the strong smell of smoke. of.
"In my impression, you don't seem to smoke, right?"
After waving for a while, Lin Shan walked in and took a lookThe smoke that had not completely dissipated could not help but look at Fang Zhiqiang with some confusion and asked.
Hearing this, Fang Zhiqiang replied calmly: "I used to smoke."
Fang Zhiqiang's concise answer made Lin Shan stunned, and then looked at Fang Zhiqiang's He looked helpless for a long time, and finally asked in a tentative tone: "Did...did something happen?"
Fang Zhiqiang quietly walked to the chair, sat on the chair, and Lin Shan He didn't seem to hear what he said and didn't continue to speak.
Lin Shan finally realized at this time that Fang Zhiqiang looked like he had obviously encountered something serious.
"Let me guess, is it about the person you have been looking for?"
Lin Shan also sat on the chair and looked at Fang Zhi seriously. Qiang, still asked in a tentative tone.
Fang Zhiqiang raised his head, glanced at her, and then moved away again. After a long silence, he finally opened his mouth helplessly and said: "Our cooperation may not be achieved, I am leaving today. I’m in Xijing. If we are destined to meet again in the future, I hope we can meet again.”
After saying this, Fang Zhiqiang’s entire state suddenly changed, from being helpless before to having high morale, and then he directly He stood up and walked towards his bedroom.
Seeing Fang Zhiqiang like this, Lin Shan naturally knew that he was packing his luggage to leave. Lin Shan couldn't help but start to guess what kind of news could make Fang Zhiqiang What about suddenly deciding to give up looking for Li Xiaoxiao?
Speculating in her mind, Lin Shan could not get a reasonable answer. After all, she came to the door of the bedroom. Looking at Fang Zhiqiang packing things, Lin Shan suddenly said: " No matter what happens or what news we get, wouldn’t it be too irresponsible to give up so easily?”
In fact, Lin Shan herself really didn’t want to say such a thing. But when she saw Fang Zhiqiang's current abnormal state, she still couldn't bear to look at Fang Zhiqiang's silent pain.
Fang Zhiqiang seemed oblivious and was still packing his things, without even raising his head to look at Lin Shan.
Lin Shan’s expression did not change at all. She still looked at Fang Zhiqiang with some concern. After a moment, she said again: “Mr. Fang, maybe I can help you.”
When she said this, Lin Shan suddenly stood up straight, and her shoulders that were leaning on the door frame also straightened up. Her whole person looked extremely sincere and serious.
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned and looked up at Lin Shan. Seeing her expression and demeanor, Fang Zhiqiang knew that she was notJust kidding, but very serious.
After being stunned for a moment, Fang Zhiqiang put down the clothes in his hands, and then came to Lin Shan's side again. After staring into her eyes for a long time, Fang Zhiqiang said: "The death certificate from the First People's Hospital What else can you do to prove the original?"
Fang Zhiqiang's words made Lin Shan couldn't help but open her mouth. She was speechless for a moment. She never dared I believe it will be such a result!
At this time, she was finally able to understand why Fang Zhiqiang was in such pain, why Fang Zhiqiang was so confused, and why Fang Zhiqiang decided to give up looking for Li Xiaoxiao!
Looking at Lin Shan’s surprised and hesitant look, Fang Zhiqiang turned around again, quietly packed his clothes, and said lightly: "No matter what, thank you. It's a pity that there are not so many fairy tales in this world, only the bloody reality."
Fang Zhiqiang's words were like needles, piercing Lin Shan's heart. She Why don't you have such an experience?
When she first married Ran Yuming, why didn’t she think it was a fairy tale in reality?
But what about the ending? But it left her covered in bruises, and she discovered that fairy tales are really lies. The reason why people think fairy tales are beautiful is simply because they can't get them in reality!
"Mr. Fang, I'm sorry, I didn't know it would be like this."
Lin Shan felt deeply guilty. After all, she was not Fang Zhiqiang. Not to mention Li Xiaoxiao, she couldn't understand or appreciate the relationship between Fang Zhiqiang and Li Xiaoxiao at all, but she could understand what the original death certificate meant to Fang Zhiqiang.
Fang Zhiqiang had almost finished cleaning up at this moment. He walked to the door again, glanced at Lin Shan, said expressionlessly: "Goodbye", and walked out of the room.
Lin Shan looked at Fang Zhiqiang’s leaving figure, and the worry on her face was extremely strong, but she was unable to take that step after all, and she did not stop Fang Zhiqiang after all, because she knew , At this moment, she is completely unable to understand the pain and sadness in Fang Zhiqiang's body. What qualifications does she have to comfort and retain him?
Fang Zhiqiang didn’t pause at all along the way. He took the elevator directly to the first floor. Looking at the constant flow of traffic on the street, Fang Zhiqiang’s eyes swayed aimlessly, not knowing that he was looking for a rental car. Car, still extravagantly thinking about suddenly seeing Li Xiaoxiao's figure.
"Sir, would you like to take a taxi?"
Suddenly, a taxi stopped in front of Fang Zhiqiang, and the driver took the initiative to ask Fang Zhiqiang.
Only then did Fang Zhiqiang react, nodded and said: "Sit!"
"I see you have been standing here for more than half an hour, and you didn't stop the car. What happened? Are you in trouble? Let me tell you, brother, I am here, come up here and I will enlighten you..."
The driver was extremely enthusiastic. As he spoke, he got out of the car and helped Fang Zhiqiang open the door. The doors look very considerate.
However, at this moment, a woman suddenly ran out from the hotel door, and it was Lin Shan!
"Mr. Fang, wait a minute!"
Lin Shan looked at Fang Zhiqiang who was about to get in the car and shouted at the top of her lungs.