Lin Shan's whole body went limp and she slumped on the bar. Her palm supported her chin and rested it on the bar. Her entire expression looked dazed, and tears flowed silently from her eyes.
Although she seems to be very calm when talking about these things now, it is because of this calmness that her tone reveals infinite power, which makes people feel the power to shock the soul.
After a pause, Lin Shan raised her eyes and glanced at Fang Zhiqiang, smiled slightly, and continued lightly: "When I woke up, I was in the hospital, and the first thing I saw was me. Parents, their tears were like needles piercing my heart at that time. If I could have listened to them...if..."
"But I know that there is no if. , my parents no longer blamed me for my persistence, they just looked at me very distressedly and stroked my face. The doctor on the side said: "Fortunately, I came early. If it had been a little later, not only the child would not be saved, but even the adults would be in danger." !I said your son-in-law is too careless about his wife and children, right? He is already five and a half months old, and he actually dares to go against the doctor’s advice and have sex with his wife? And according to our inspection, he didn’t pay any attention to his wife’s current physical condition. , but the movements were very rough! It’s no wonder that this is not a problem! Even if he doesn’t have this medical knowledge, the doctor gave him the advice in the first place. How could he be so careless?'"
"My mother listened. After the doctor finished speaking, her face suddenly changed. I could feel her heavy breathing at that time. She stood up suddenly, stared at the doctor intently, and said tremblingly: 'What did you say, doctor? Say it again?'"
“My dad saw my mom losing control and quickly stopped my mom. But after hearing the doctor’s confirmation again, my mom finally couldn’t bear it anymore. She cried and gritted her teeth. I turned around and rushed towards that man. If my father hadn’t stopped me, my mother might have been in jail now.” Bomb, I must not let him stay by my side! But seeing the man's sincere attitude of admitting his mistake, I finally chose to forgive him. After all, divorce is too cruel for a woman, and it will also affect her future life. ”
“During that time, my physical condition was very bad, and my psychology became very fragile. I needed someone’s care and attention. At the beginning, he really cared about me meticulously, but after half a year, I After a month, he couldn't help but want to sleep with me again. I understood him very well and explained to him very patiently, saying it was inconvenient now. However, after refusing again and again, he began to lose patience again and became even more aggressive towards me... …”
At this time, it was dark, and the moon finally appeared in the night sky. The bright stars around it surrounded the round moon, like a quiet companionship and care..
It seems that this is very simple, but for Lin Shan at that time, it was something she could never ask for in her life, even if it was just simple companionship.
"Later, he came home later and later in the evening. I didn't pay attention at first. I just thought he was in a bad mood at that time and kept rejecting him. He might release his emotions outside. ."
"However, one night after he fell asleep, his cell phone rang. I seemed to wake up with a stomachache. I thought it was his client. When I picked up the phone, I found everything... …”
“It turned out that he had been in a relationship with that woman for nearly three months... At that time, it was like a bolt from the blue. I felt that the whole world had collapsed, and I turned off my phone tremblingly. Looking at the familiar man lying next to me, I couldn't help but burst into tears. I suddenly discovered that the innocence and simplicity I had in school no longer existed, and he and I finally It has completely come to an end. Although I don't want to believe it or face it, I still can't go against my heart..."
The night wind was a little cold, blowing on Lin Shan's bare arms, making her originally The trembling lips trembled even more. Fang Zhiqiang couldn't help but get up at this time, took off his coat, and gently put it on her body.
Feeling the warmth coming from her back, Lin Shan raised her head and glanced at Fang Zhiqiang. She came back from her immersion, looked at the sky outside, and couldn't help but wipe the corners of her eyes. , sniffed and said: "I'm sorry, Mr. Fang, I was really confused. I actually told you so much and bothered you for so long. I'm really sorry."
Fang Zhiqiang smiled. , said nothing, and drank another glass of wine. Fang Zhiqiang finally said: "At that time, was it right for you to get divorced?"
"Yes, I was twenty-four years old at the time. It was very quiet, and he didn't say anything more. The separation was smooth and peaceful, as if everything was destined. When the two people's play came to an end, they both chose to leave silently with a tacit understanding."
When Lin Shan said the last words, her expression was completely different from before. She became very indifferent and very calm, as if for her, looking back now, the original divorce was... It is the most correct choice for the two of them in this relationship.
"After the divorce, have you always been single?"
Fang Zhiqiang was a little curious. In the four years from twenty-four to twenty-eight, Lin Shan Has it never come out of the shadow of the past?
“That’s right, I really don’t want to take the same risk as before to meet a new man, and I really don’t want to go through that process again. If that’s the case, what will happen to me? For me, perhaps death is the mostGood relief. "
Lin Shan smiled, her tears had been wiped away, but her eyelashes were still stuck together.
"You can't think like this. In fact, such people are rare. There are still many good people in this world. ”
Fang Zhiqiang sympathized with her experience. After all, he had had a similar experience before, but later he met Li Xiaoxiao, including Wang Yaxin. Everyone was so good, which made Fang Zhiqiang Qiang rekindled his yearning and hope for love.
“Isn’t it much? We are now exposed to such men and women every day, aren’t there many? "
Lin Shan had a negative attitude and immediately retorted.
"I just told Xiaona that the work you do actually has a certain impact on life, at least To some extent, work limits your horizons. "
Fang Zhiqiang continued to insist on his opinion.
"Maybe, at least in all the years of doing this work, this is the first time I have seen you like this. "
Lin Shan shook her head, looked at the moonlight outside again, and said nonchalantly.
"Is this like this? What am I like? "
Fang Zhiqiang frowned in confusion and asked curiously.
"From a career perspective, you can be considered quite accomplished. Such a man is very important in society. You are very popular, and you can find any woman you want, but you are willing to put in such time and energy just to find a woman and an uncertain future. From this point of view, you surprise me. , which also surprised me. "
Lin Shan turned her face and looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously. She still spoke calmly, but as always, her words were still full of power, reaching into the depths of people's hearts.
Fang Zhiqiang was slightly stunned after hearing this, and after a moment he smiled and said: "Actually, there are many people like this. A good friend of mine once did something similar, and he later succeeded. The two of them live very happily now. ”
Lin Shan’s words made Fang Zhiqiang inexplicably think of Bi Luochun’s insistence on Liu Yan when he came back after making money. Although there were many things that were incomprehensible, Bi Luochun’s attitude towards Liu Yan was Yan's persistence made Fang Zhiqiang tremble.
"Mr. Fang, do you want to know why I feel like old friends at first sight for you? "
Suddenly, Lin Shan stared at Fang Zhiqiang intently and said very solemnly.
"Why? "
Fang Zhiqiang frowned again and asked.
"ActuallyIn addition to what I said, there is another very important factor! "
Lin Shan changed her composure and suddenly said with unusual solemnity: "You know that boy. "
The seven words made Fang Zhiqiang's heart tremble suddenly. He stared at Lin Shan in front of him with incredible eyes. He was at a loss for a moment.