Fang Zhiqiang was silent for a long time, and finally looked at Xiaoyu apologetically, his red eyes tightly closed, then opened them again, looked at Xiaoyu seriously and said: "Xiaoyu, dad is married to someone else now. This is different from you children playing together. Getting married means taking on the responsibilities of a man and being responsible for his wife. Dad cannot abandon this marriage and go to be with someone else. That would be wrong for him. It is a great harm to my wife, and she will even have very deep scars in her heart because of this incident throughout her life, so dad can't do that, understand?"
When Fang Zhiqiang said During these words, not only Xiaoyu was watching him intently, but even Wang Yaxin couldn't help but raise her gaze and looked at him without blinking.
After listening to Fang Zhiqiang’s words, Wang Yaxin couldn’t help but laugh at herself. Now, how much she hopes that Fang Zhiqiang can still be like he was back then, not knowing what he really wants in his heart? If that happens, he will definitely choose himself again.
At first, I cared about him so much, but now, he no longer exists, but I began to have extravagant hopes again, hoping that Fang Zhiqiang would not be so obsessed with Li Xiaoxiao, just like Same as before.
However, Wang Yaxin knew that this was just her own sentimentality. Everyone was growing up. The Fang Zhiqiang who couldn’t figure out what he wanted at the beginning had disappeared forever. Now the person in front of him This man is a mature man who has experienced so many things, but he seems to have been treading water. Now in front of Fang Zhiqiang, Wang Yaxin even feels that the naive person is actually herself!
Wang Yaxin let out a long sigh, and couldn't help but secretly thought: What's wrong with me? When did this happen? Do you actually still harbor illusions?
Xiaoyu also fell silent. He looked at Wang Yaxin quietly, tears still flowing silently in his eyes.
Seeing Xiaoyu looking at Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang also looked at Wang Yaxin, and found that Wang Yaxin had a faint smile on his face at this time, but the smile looked like, But it's sad.
"Dad, actually...Mom misses you very much every day..."
"What are you talking about, Xiaoyu!"
Xiaoyu came out of the blue. The voice made Wang Yaxin completely panicked. She stared at Xiaoyu in panic and signaled him to stop talking, as if it was a very embarrassing thing.
"No! I want to say it! Sometimes when I get up at night to go to the bathroom, I can hear my father's name constantly coming from my mother's room. I know that it is my mother dreaming about my father again. Yes, I know it’s because my mother is sad again..."
Xiaoyu is stubbornHe gritted his teeth, and tears slipped silently down his cheeks. Although they had flowed into the corners of his mouth, Xiaoyu still ignored the bitterness and continued to speak.
“Xiaoyu!”
Wang Yaxin shouted in panic, trying to stop Xiaoyu, but Xiaoyu continued as if he hadn’t heard anything: “But these things, mom He never told me, and I didn't dare to ask. I was afraid that my mother would blame me. I know that this is a matter between you adults. I am a child and shouldn't talk too much, but I don't want my mother to be so tired alone. She I have been hurt by that man once, and now I live in such sadness and pain every day. Xiaoyu feels uncomfortable looking at it..."
Xiaoyu's words came to Fang Zhiqiang word by word. In the ears of Wang Yaxin and Wang Yaxin, both of them panicked. No one thought that a seven-year-old child could silently pretend to have so many things in his heart?
Wang Yaxin has given up on stopping Xiaoyu, because Xiaoyu has already said what she needs to say. Her body suddenly seems to have no bones, and she slumps on the chair, leaning on the back of the chair. , the panic look on his face turned into a self-deprecating smile.
After Fang Zhiqiang finished listening, he couldn't help but look at Wang Yaxin again. Seeing her appearance, Fang Zhiqiang frowned slightly, and the tip of his nose couldn't help but feel sour. , he was about to say: "Yaxin, it turns out you have suffered so many grievances..."
However, when he was about to say it, Fang Zhiqiang swallowed the sentence back and replaced it with : "Yaxin, why are you like this? You know that I am a person who is not worthy of your love now, why are you still sad for me?"
"No, Qiangzi, this is not sad. , this is a woman’s persistence for a man, and it is also a woman’s persistence for her own life. After meeting you, everything about me has changed, and I have become a little bit unrecognizable to myself. In my original life, everything was in order. Yes, it is what it is, but since I met you, I have begun to change subtly, including my life and myself."
Wang Yaxin calmed down, she looked very Calm, with no other expression except the self-deprecating smile on his face.
"When I realized that everything had changed, I realized that I had fallen hopelessly in love with you. I am a slow-warming person and will not fall in love easily. Falling in love with someone, you should know this, but once you fall in love with someone, you will not forget it so easily. I have tried many times, and even tried to date other people, but later I found that everything was just me I'm just deceiving myself. My heart is already full of you and can no longer hold anyone else."
"I'm not telling you this to make you change your mind, I just want to tell you You, from beginning to end, I have never changed, at least, in loveI've never changed about you. "
At the end of her speech, Wang Yaxin stared at Fang Zhiqiang extremely seriously, her tone of voice was firm as if she was taking an oath. The self-deprecating smile on Wang Yaxin's face also disappeared. When she said this, Very serious and very responsible.
But it is precisely because of this that after listening to it, Fang Zhiqiang finally couldn't help but let out a long sigh. After being silent for a while, he said: "Actually, I I can negate one of your previous notions, that is, after we have been together for a long time, we will find that everything is not as imagined, and various problems will arise. When my father objected to our marriage, I made the mistake I thought that it was all the troubles you mentioned, and I wrongly thought that the two of us were actually not suitable for each other. But now I have figured it all out. Between two people who love each other, those things are not what they are at all. Nothing, let alone whether we are suitable or not. "
"Yaxin, I can also tell you very responsibly that my appreciation and feelings for you have never been fake, and they have never changed. "
Fang Zhiqiang, like Wang Yaxin, stared at Wang Yaxin intently and said word by word, and then seriously added four words: "Including now! "
As soon as these four words fell to the ground, Wang Yaxin's heart started to tremble suddenly, as if it was suddenly charged, beating violently. She could feel Fang Zhiqiang's sincere and hot heart, and The emotions shown by Fang Zhiqiang at this moment.
"Qiangzi..."
"But Yaxin, it was you who taught me that people should have a beginning and an end, and treat feelings more carefully. Be single-minded. In the past, I caused varying degrees of harm to you and Xiaoxiao because of my vacillation. When I think back later, I want to give myself a slap, so I have learned all this. I can’t make the same mistakes again now. I must be responsible for Xiaoxiao, and I must be responsible for you, and I must be responsible for Xiaoyu, and I must be responsible for myself. Some things are not that we don’t want to do, but that we can’t do them. Do you understand? ”
Fang Zhiqiang interrupted Wang Yaxin’s words and said the following words without hesitation, making Wang Yaxin swallow the unspoken words again.
After listening , Wang Yaxin nodded without thinking, because she had clearly felt Fang Zhiqiang's heart, and she was even more aware of Fang Zhiqiang's choice.
At least one thing was worth her gratification, that Even Fang Zhiqiang, like her, has never changed his attitude towards the relationship between them.
It’s just that, as Fang Zhiqiang said, it’s not that they don’t want to do it, but that they don’t want to do it. Can't do it.
"I know about hadrons. In fact, I didn't want to tell you this. It's just that Xiaoyu said this today, and I couldn't bear it for a moment.Live and speak out. Don't worry, I know what I should do, and I will pay attention to it from now on, including in front of Xiaoyu. ”
Wang Yaxin showed a relieved smile.
In fact, if you don’t say something out, people will feel very awkward in their hearts, like a ball of water, which they have been holding back. It's the same as in the water pipe.
Once you understand it, you will feel relieved. Now Wang Yaxin feels this feeling.
Fang Zhiqiang also nodded, Then he looked at Xiaoyu again, touched his head and said, "How are you, Xiaoyu? Are you satisfied with your parents’ answers? "
Xiaoyu was stunned for a long time, still nodding with a confused expression. After all, he was just a child. He couldn't understand the obscure words spoken by Wang Yaxin and Fang Zhiqiang at all.
In his heart, there was only one thing: as long as we love, we can be together, and if we don’t love, we can’t be together.
But he still nodded and replied seriously: " I will not mention this matter again in the future. I believe that the choice you made is the right one, even if I don’t understand..."