Both Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin felt embarrassed, but Xiaoyu was the only one who looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously, looking forward to Fang Zhiqiang's answer.
Seemingly noticing Fang Zhiqiang’s somewhat tangled look, Xiaoyu frowned slightly and continued to say seriously: “Dad, you said you would answer my questions seriously.”
Fang Zhiqiang turned his head and looked at Xiaoyu's somewhat disappointed look. A smile appeared on his face. Seeing Xiaoyu getting older, there were some things that he was indeed qualified to know.
Fang Zhiqiang paused, then lowered his head slightly, touched Xiaoyu's face, and said seriously: "Xiaoyu, my father and mother could no longer be together due to some considerable reasons. How about when Xiaoyu is older, daddy will tell you the details?"
Xiaoyu didn't speak after hearing this, but the disappointment on his face was very obvious.
Xiaoyu is a precocious child. He naturally knows that the reason why Fang Zhiqiang is not with Wang Yaxin is obviously due to divorce. Fang Zhiqiang’s answer is actually no answer to him. There is no difference.
Of course, Xiaoyu can’t deal with this.
Fang Zhiqiang also knew this, so when he saw Xiaoyu’s disappointed look, he was afraid that Xiaoyu would think too much, and even more afraid that he would think that this matter had something to do with him, so he said seriously again: "Dad I can tell you one thing, the divorce between dad and mom has nothing to do with you. It is a matter between us adults."
"But dad, what is the reason that allows you to separate when you were once so good? How long does it take? If I have a friend who is very good at playing, I will never be separated from him!"
Xiaoyu raised his head, frowned, and said with a very serious expression , the tone was full of doubts and confusion, leaving Fang Zhiqiang a little speechless.
"Xiaoyu, stop making trouble. You are still so young now. Even if I tell you, you won't understand. When you grow up, we will naturally tell you. Eat well!"< br />
Wang Yaxin can’t stand it anymore. Her education method is different from Fang Zhiqiang’s. She always treats Xiaoyu as a child, so there are many things that she won’t do like communicating with adults. Communicate with Xiaoyu. This is why Xiaoyu would rather ask Fang Zhiqiang than her about some things.
Sure enough, as Wang Yaxin said these words, Xiaoyu looked even more disappointed. He knew that it was impossible for him to know what was going on.
But he didn’t expect that Fang Zhiqiang suddenly said to Wang Yaxin: "Yaxin, don’t say that, our Xiaoyu is old now, and do you think he is so sensible? You have to review it carefully. yourself and your childrenThe way of communication, otherwise, Xiaoyu can ask you directly about this matter, and there is no need to ask me, right? "
What Fang Zhiqiang said touched Xiaoyu's heart, making Xiaoyu's heart tremble suddenly. When he looked up at Fang Zhiqiang again, his eyes were already filled with crystal tears.
Although Xiaoyu is only a seven-year-old child, many people can’t understand what he usually thinks about. In addition, some time ago, his autism was more serious, and he couldn’t understand many of his worries. He hid it silently in his heart and never mentioned it to anyone.
As time went by, he developed a reluctance to communicate with others and looked worried all day long. Wang Yaxin saw that Although she was very anxious in her eyes, there was nothing she could do about it. Wang Yaxin always subconsciously forgot what the doctor said to pay attention to some details of getting along in daily life.
You must know that Wang Yaxin’s character How many years did it take to form it? How could it be reversed in a short time? The tone and tone of speaking to Xiaoyu have long been formed into habits. How can it be possible to pay attention to the tone of one's own words all the time?
"Dad...thank you..."
Xiaoyu stared at Fang Zhiqiang for a long time, tears welling up in his eyes, but they did not fall out. His voice was very small, but But Fang Zhiqiang heard it clearly. The childish and trembling voice made people want to cry.
Fang Zhiqiang helped Xiaoyu pick up a piece of hamburger, gently Looking at him, he was silent for a while and said: "Okay Xiaoyu, let me tell you, in fact, it's not that dad and mom don't like each other. It was because dad's dad, your grandpa, didn't agree. During our marriage, your mother was afraid that I would be embarrassed, so we had no choice but to divorce together. But I am still your father. I still love you very much and will always love you in the future. Do you understand? ”
Fang Zhiqiang is not a person who likes to lie to children. When he agreed to Wang Yaxin, Fang Zhiqiang was very entangled. After all, this is just a child who looks so innocent and innocent. Fang Zhiqiang really can’t bear it. Lie to him.
Moreover, looking at Xiaoyu’s appearance now, he won’t be happy if he doesn’t get the answer, so Fang Zhiqiang said it.
But, Children's brain circuits are indeed very fast, so fast that neither Fang Zhiqiang nor Wang Yaxin was fully prepared. Xiaoyu said again: "Dad, will you really love me forever? So will you always love your mother? ”
The moment they heard this, Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin were stunned again, as if Xiaoyu had already thought about what Fang Zhiqiang would say, as if his words had been prepared for a long time As if it was fine, Fang Zhiqiang was not given any time to react.
Looking at Xiaoyu in a daze, Fang Zhiqiang fell silent again and held his hand.Hamburger's hand couldn't help but tremble slightly. Fang Zhiqiang couldn't answer this question and didn't know how to answer it.
To be honest, Fang Zhiqiang himself doesn’t know how he feels about Wang Yaxin now, but Fang Zhiqiang knows that he can’t be with Wang Yaxin, even if he still feels love for her , and it is impossible to be with her. Fang Zhiqiang has learned a lot from the two women Li Xiaoxiao and Wang Yaxin, so now Fang Zhiqiang is very clear about what he wants most, what he cares about most, and what responsibilities he should bear most. What is it? It will never be the same as before. I don’t know what I want.
The three of them fell silent together. Fang Zhiqiang slowly lowered his head and looked at the napkin on the table, his eyes blurred.
Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang’s state and couldn’t help but feel a trace of expectation in her heart. She knew that Fang Zhiqiang would not tell the truth to her, but he would not lie to Xiaoyu. At this moment, she once again I fantasized about Fang Zhiqiang saying that word...
"Xiaoyu, what I said is like, I like your mother very much, but like and love are different, just like My love for you is a father’s love for his son, and my love for your mother is an appreciation of her character and character, but it is not the kind of love a husband has for his wife. Can you understand?”
Fang Zhiqiang’s words completely chilled Wang Yaxin’s heart. Just now she had imagined that Fang Zhiqiang could tell the truth to Xiaoyu and say what she wanted to hear most, but when she heard this , the hands on his thighs couldn't help but tightly grasp the hem of the skirt, as if to remind himself that this was not true.
"Dad, can you continue to love your mother as you did before? Can you continue to live with us? I beg you, Dad, if there is anything bad about my mother, I can make her change it. , if mother made you angry before, I will ask her to apologize to you, please don't abandon mother, okay?"
Xiaoyu cried, but the tears were silent. It could be seen that he was He deliberately controlled his voice and kept the choking sound as low as possible, but the tears still came out.
Looking at this scene and listening to Xiaoyu’s sincere words, Fang Zhiqiang finally couldn’t help but blush. Why can’t such a sensible child realize even the simplest wish?
Fang Zhiqiang couldn’t help but look back at Wang Yaxin. At this moment, Wang Yaxin lowered her head, looking at her fingers tightly holding the corners of her skirt, staring, trying hard not to shed tears. But she seemed to suddenly feel Fang Zhiqiang's eyes on her.
She slowly raised her head and saw Fang Zhiqiang's already red eyes. The corners of her mouth trembled slightly and whispered: "Don't be like Xiaoyu, he is just a child, how can he Everything comes true as he wishes..."
Wang Yaxin's expression is very stiff, which is a rare expression for her. In her daily life, she is very rational and mature in dealing with people. Her expression has never been as stiff as it is now when she meets any kind of people and says whatever they say.
So Fang Zhiqiang could tell at a glance that what she said was against her will, and it was very contrary to her will, because her trembling voice, her constantly dodging eyes, her uncertain expression, everything It all shows that her mood swings are very high at the moment. Although she is trying to control it, everything is still reflected on her face.
Xiaoyu stared at Fang Zhiqiang intently. Although Wang Yaxin's eyes kept dodging, the focus was still on Fang Zhiqiang after all.
Feeling the gazes of the two people, Fang Zhiqiang let out a long sigh. He knew that both of them were waiting for his answer.