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Chapter 1356: Yaxin’s Finale: Falling in Love Again (10)
Everything that happens next becomes natural. After all, they are the closest and most familiar people they have ever known, and they already know everything about each other. Moreover, this is also the most vulnerable and sad time, and all the usual restraint has long since collapsed. Both of them were in a state of complete selflessness and couldn't care about anything. All the world gave them was sadness and burden. Only in each other's arms could they temporarily forget it all.
When the storm finally subsided, the two of them gradually regained their composure, and their minds gradually calmed down. But when they face each other again, their emotions are a little complicated. Wang Yaxin was silent and buried her head in Fang Zhiqiang's arms for a long time. At this moment, they all didn't know what to say.
Fang Zhiqiang hugged her tightly, feeling each other. To be honest, Fang Zhiqiang is a little confused now. Although his feelings for Wang Yaxin have been hidden, they have not disappeared. He is a normal man. After divorcing Wang Yaxin, he has never touched another woman, even with Li When Xiaoxiao's feelings were intense, she also restrained herself. But it is impossible for him not to have any desires, and the recent interactions have indeed increased his desires, whether it is emotional or physical. But the uncertain future and the unresolved feelings for Li Xiaoxiao made it impossible for him to think more, for fear of causing more harm to Wang Yaxin. They were both people who were burdened by emotions.
However, everything happened so unexpectedly. Although both parties were in a state of selflessness, after all, what happened happened, and the mistake had been made.
At this moment, Fang Zhiqiang’s mood was really complicated. For a moment, he felt like he had gone back to the beginning, when he and Wang Yaxin had a relationship for the first time. He still remembered how he felt at that time. Full of emotion and throbbing, he felt that he should be with Yaxin in this life, both from an emotional and responsible perspective.
It’s just that times have changed, and the situation they face is no longer as simple as it was before, and what they bear is more and heavier. In love, Fang Zhiqiang has long lost the original courage and bloody spirit. There is no way to simply think that even if the relationship is confirmed, it will be clear that two people are together, and he will definitely bring joy to the person he loves. Come to happiness.
After all the changes, he was completely at a loss for love and happiness. So, when the old things happened again, he found that everything had become a mistake, and after he made the mistake, he didn't know how it would end.
"I'm sorry, Yaxin. It's my fault... I was too excited." Fang Zhiqiang broke the silence stiffly after a long time.
"To be honest, I don't know what to do now... I'm in a very confused mood right now, Yaxin, you know me, I'm not a casual person, I put this I take things very seriously, and I always feel that I can only do this with the person I love most, my wife. If it were in the past, I would marry you and be with you again, but now, I really I don’t know what to do... I’m not afraid of being responsible, I’m afraid that I won’t be able to give you happiness, but will cause you more harm. And now, I do still think about Xiaoxiao in my heart. This is unfair to you... I know it is It's my fault, I won't treat it like it didn't happen. But Yaxin, please let me calm down first and think about how to deal with it, okay?" He hugged Yaxin tightly, his heart filled with indescribable sorrow and guilt. . "I will give you an explanation for this matter, but I must not hurt you. Let me think about it carefully first."
He really wanted to bravely take responsibility like before. Anyway, now he has nothing but Apart from Yaxin and Xiaoyu, there is nothing. Xiaoxiao is already with Guo Zijuan, so it wouldn't be wrong for him and Yaxin to start over. But he was really afraid, afraid that he would not be able to give Yaxin happiness, but would instead give her more pain.
Yaxin closed her eyes and pressed her face against his front, unable to stop her tears from falling. At this moment, she suddenly missed the bastard and reckless bad boy who was so brave. After the relationship, he didn't even think about how he was poor and had nothing, so he directly confessed excitedly and promised to make her and Xiaoyu happy.
As time goes by, where have they gone, those who loved and worked hard at all costs? And how did the original relationship turn into a mistake little by little? Yaxin couldn't help but feel sad when she thought of this. She spoke slowly: "It's not your fault, Qiangzi, it's me who wanted to be like this... I took the initiative... I can't blame you for anything. Besides, I don't think this is a fault, I'm just following you." Love, the most common thing between an adult man and a woman happens naturally... not to mention that you are unmarried and I am unmarried, what kind of evil thing can it be?"
She really has nothing to regret, and she has nothing to regret. The people you love the most are together, doing the things you want to do the most. Isn't love itself such a natural thing? But when she saw this incident becoming a new burden in Fang Zhiqiang's heart, she still felt sad and slowly tried to break free from Fang Zhiqiang's arms. Fang Zhiqiang noticed her movement and hugged her tightly: "Don't go, Yaxin." He leaned against Yaxin's ear and murmured: "Besides you, I have nothing... I know You don't belong to me either, but now, can you let me hug you like this first..." He was really more vulnerable than ever before, and finally showed it all in front of Yaxin. He had always had a crush on Yaxin. The faint dependence reached its peak at this moment. At this moment, I just want more warmth. Although I am confused in my heart and don’t know what the future will be like, physicallyThe contact triggered their involvement, and he really didn't want to let go of Yaxin.
After Yaxin was stunned for a moment, she hugged Fang Zhiqiang more tightly, stared at his face, and suddenly burst into tears uncontrollably.