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Chapter 1346 Yaxin’s Ending Chapter Letting Go (Nineteen)

“Xiaoyu is the most important to me, but your dad and Xiaoxiao are the same to you. It's the most important thing. I also want to be selfish, but I can't really say that cruelly..." Wang Yaxin closed her eyes sadly. If it were someone else, she might be able to be really cruel for Xiaoyu, regardless of other people's circumstances, but that was a strong man, a man who was once more important than herself, a man who had the same status as Xiaoyu in her mind . How could she watch him fall into such pain. "It's impossible for me not to think about you."

Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang blankly and said painfully. She had the courage to fight against all worldly judgments and rumors, and was not afraid of the difficulties and pressures of life, but all her strength turned into powerlessness in front of this man. She thought that by traveling far away to a foreign country, to another distant country, she could resist him and his irrepressible love. But in the end, fate had another way. If she really wanted to When they were together, she couldn't ignore everything, because she still loved this man and could never forget it. Being away for a while only made love freeze, but it uncontrollably thawed when the time came.

But why do both of us have to face a more painful and unbearable situation?

"Qiangzi, let's just let me go back with Xiaoyu. The worst case scenario is that Xiaoyu's condition will continue to be the same as before or even worse... I am mentally prepared. , I had imagined all the possible worst endings when he was sick, and I have nothing to be afraid of. But you are different, everything about you can be undone, and as long as you do this , you will have a perfect life. I understand my uncle’s intentions very well. He must like a simple and well-behaved girl like Xiaoxiao. Xiaoxiao is indeed very good. She loves you so much. You love her too, right? Otherwise, if you lose her, you will It won't be so painful. When you are together, there will be no pain or burden. People should plan for themselves. If there is an easier and better life, why do you have to put so much effort and trouble on yourself? Really, Thank you, Qiangzi. I really appreciate you for giving me a different life, and for giving me a lot of hope and happiness. Having these, I am already satisfied."

"I The reason I advise you to be selfish is to think about yourself, not to make yourself an enemy of the whole world and isolate yourself for my sake. Your current choice will definitely be incomprehensible to everyone, and will not be forgiven by your relatives and friends. . But you still have a chance to look back. Don’t wait until everything is a foregone conclusion and irreversible. It will be too late to regret it by then.”

“And, in Xiaoyu’s case, if It’s unrealistic to really leave everything up to him. He will hold you back for a lifetime, and your futureWoolen cloth? Drag me and Xiaoyu, what are you going to do next? So, this can only be it. Wang Yaxin said tiredly: "After a few days, when Xiaoyu becomes more stable, I will take him back." He is now much more sensible than before, and I am also learning. Many times, it is actually me who does not understand his thoughts. Now I am slowly learning how to get along with him, and getting into his heart little by little, everything will be fine, no matter how difficult the process is..."

Fang Zhiqiang almost couldn't bear it, and finally said He cut her off and said, "Yaxin, can you please stop mentioning leaving? Do you think it’s really good for Xiaoyu to be like this all the time? Constantly changing places, have you ever considered that his life is very turbulent and insecure, and it will also affect his condition? He has finally found a way of life that makes him feel at ease, so why not just give it to him? This is not to pamper him and spoil him, but to meet his minimum needs. How can you ask him to get better if you don't even give him the basics of a normal life? "

Fang Zhiqiang almost shouted these words: "And now that you are gone, my life has been completely disrupted! Xiaoxiao is gone, and so is my dad. Now that Xiaoyu has just recovered, you have to leave and escape. Do you think that the things you came back can be treated as if they never happened? Yaxin, if you were Xiaoxiao, would you always remember this incident and feel heartbroken when you think about it? Will you come back? Will you still agree to my request and stay? Do you think this is very cruel? Can you just let me cure Xiaoyu's disease and help him grow up well? "

As Fang Zhiqiang spoke, looking at Yaxin's sad face, suddenly he could no longer bear all the grievances in his heart: "I have nothing left, even you and Xiaoyu is my burden, and at least he lets me know that there are still people who need me in this world, and there are things I can do. If you leave again, I will really have nothing! "

"Yaxin, do you know what is the real cruelty to me? You made me lose everything, but in the end I lost even you, leaving me unable to even finish the last thing I could do! Fang Zhiqiang finally broke out: "If you had never come back, I never knew the current situation of you and Xiaoyu, and I didn't know that you lived in such pain. I could still enjoy happiness with peace of mind!" But you came back, you let me know all this, and you asked me to pretend as if nothing had happened and continue to be happy, Yaxin, I can't do that! Do you know how much my heart hurts when I see you in pain? ”

There were many words that they had no way to say, but at this point, they had nothing but each other, and they lost everything because of each other. All the suppressed emotions , finally reached a critical point and finally broke through the exit. Fang Zhiqiang cried and hugged Yaxin: "Yaxin, I really have nothing...only you and Xiaoyu are left. If you continue If I leave, I will have nothing,Xiaoyu will also fall back into the same situation as before, and you will be even more painful and desperate. Yaxin, we are all equally helpless, why should we make each other even more lonely? At least let me do something for you, okay? "

Wang Yaxin was caught off guard and pulled into the long-lost warm embrace. After being stunned for a second, she suddenly burst into tears. Then she hugged Fang Zhiqiang even more tightly and leaned on his shoulder, She cried happily.

She knew that Fang Zhiqiang had accumulated too much pain in his heart at this moment and had nowhere to release it. And why not, she had been wandering for so long and finally found the loss again? The long-lasting warm embrace. All the sadness and grievances are like floods at this moment, flowing with tears. The two people hug tightly. At this moment, they only have each other, and they are the only ones left in the world. They can only use A hug to comfort each other.