My wonderful wife!

Chapter 1338 Yaxin Finale Chapter Letting Go (11)

Probably because of the long separation, Xiaoyu is now very well-behaved, and his body is indeed very good now. She is weak and has no willful and noisy look like before. Lying in Fang Zhiqiang's arms, listening to him reading stories, he would interject a few words from time to time at first, but then he got tired and became quiet. Fang Zhiqiang turned off the lights and let him rest and sleep.

It was very quiet in the darkness, so quiet that Fang Zhiqiang thought Xiaoyu had fallen asleep, but suddenly found him approaching quietly and saying very quietly: "Dad, can I ask you a question?" ?”

Xiaoyu’s voice was kept very low, obviously for fear of disturbing Wang Yaxin. Fang Zhiqiang then lowered his voice: "Okay, you say."

"Dad, you and your mother are divorced, right? I know this. And it's because of me..." said While here, Xiaoyu was silent for a moment, hugging Fang Zhiqiang obviously tighter, and buried his head in Fang Zhiqiang's arms for a while, obviously feeling uncomfortable. After a while, he said: "Then you and mom, can you still be together now?"

Xiaoyu's voice was cautious and full of expectation, obviously hoping to hear his affirmation. answer.

Needless to say, Wang Yaxin was definitely not asleep. Fang Zhiqiang could hear clearly that her breathing, which had been relatively steady, obviously stopped for a moment. She must have heard Xiaoyu's question, and she was probably in a mess. At a loss.

Fang Zhiqiang really has no way to answer Xiaoyu’s question, and he is not in the mood to answer it now. It was true that during the time when they had just separated, he dreamed day and night that Wang Yaxin could come back to him. And like now, Xiaoyu can accept him well, and they are a family that loves each other as much as before. Everything in those fantasies finally came true, but at the most inappropriate and impossible time. Now that time has passed, he has made a new start with Li Xiaoxiao, and Li Xiaoxiao left sadly because of him. He really has no mood or courage to fall in love again.

So he really never thought about getting back together with Wang Yaxin. Even though he knew that he could not forget Yaxin, he was really heartbroken when he saw her current situation, but he really did not dare to give his love to Wang Yaxin. He was really afraid, afraid of pain, and more importantly, afraid of hurting more people.

Wang Yaxin’s breathing was very low, as if she was waiting to hear what his answer would be. Fang Zhiqiang knew that her mood must be as complicated as his own, and it might even be more difficult to express.

After all, it is no longer what it used to be. Now there seems to be no relationship between them.Xiaoyu is such an obstacle, but in fact, there are more and more invisible obstacles.

Xiaoyu was still waiting expectantly for his answer. Seeing that he remained silent, Xiaoyu also remained silent. After a long time, he asked: "Dad, I know I didn't understand anything at that time. It makes you sad. Dad, I admit my mistake now, can you forgive me?"

At that moment, Fang Zhiqiang really couldn't describe the impulse in his heart. He really wanted to hold Xiaoyu in his arms. In my arms, cry happily. Maybe only God knows how much he had expected Xiaoyu to talk to him like this. There was no need for Xiaoyu to admit any mistakes. After all, the child didn't understand anything, and he had to bear the hardships imposed on him by fate so early. , but he really hopes that his relationship with Xiaoyu can return to what it was before. After all, he really loved Xiaoyu very much.

"Xiaoyu, dad has never blamed you. It's not your fault, Xiaoyu, there is never a need for the word forgiveness between dad and Xiaoyu..." Fang Zhiqiang hugged Xiaoyu Yu suppressed her voice very hard, not daring to use too much force, for fear that Wang Yaxin would hear her, and that she would really cry. He had experienced too many things in just two days, but at this moment, he still had the urge to cry. "Dad is actually very happy now, because Xiaoyu has grown up and knows how to distinguish many things, but dad will always be Xiaoyu's dad. For principled mistakes, dad will tell Xiaoyu how to correct them, but with dad During this time, no matter what Xiaoyu does, dad will not blame Xiaoyu."

"Then, can dad and mom be together again?" Xiaoyu continued to ask stubbornly.

Yaxin bit her lip in the darkness and closed her eyes in pain. Xiaoyu's question was for Fang Zhiqiang, but it was also tormenting her at the same time. And her state of mind was the same as that of Fang Zhiqiang, both filled with deep pain. She was also concerned about Xiaoyu's condition and felt guilty for Li Xiaoxiao. How could she still be in the mood to think about this.

Even if it was impossible for her to let go of the person she loved most, it would never be possible. What she hopes most is that Xiaoyu can get better as soon as possible, and then she can leave Fang Zhiqiang and let Fang Zhiqiang go after Li Xiaoxiao again. As for her love, maybe it is really inappropriate, or she shouldn't have it.

Under the same roof, people who once loved each other so deeply that they had a tacit understanding are now facing the same helplessness. If it were Yaxin and asked such a question, maybe Fang Zhiqiang would tell the truth. , because his current situation is indeed like this, and he has no way to deceive Yaxin. But in the face of Xiaoyu's expectations, he really didn't know how to answer, especially Xiaoyu's current situation. If he told the truth, it might stimulate him and make his situation that was just a little better relapse; and if Speaking of deceiving him... Fang Zhiqiang is really difficult to do it.

In the end, Fang Zhiqiang could only say: "Xiaoyu, my parents just hope that you can get well soon, and hope that you can be happy in the future. If you do not recover, your parents will also be worried about you, no Think about other things. Also, no matter when the time comes, dad will always say the same thing: dad will always be your dad. No matter what kind of relationship you have with mom, dad will always love you and accompany you as much as possible. ." This was the only answer he could come up with.

Xiaoyu seemed to think for a long time before he understood what Fang Zhiqiang wanted to express, and said sadly: "I know this. I also know that my father will love me no matter what. . But I don’t want my parents to sacrifice just for me. I also hope that my parents can be happy... My parents separated because of me... I also know that my mother is very sad... I was really sad at that time. I don’t understand anything..."

"Dad, I really know I was wrong. I really miss you in Australia. I know that my mother must miss you more than me. She also feels very sad. It's so uncomfortable..." Xiaoyu cried and said, "Dad, you said you hope I get better soon, but you and your mother are both sad, and I can't be happy."