Fang Zhiqiang will not take Zheng Mingjie lightly, or anyone who has ideas about Xiaoxiao or may hurt Xiaoxiao. He will not think that Zheng Mingjie has really given up on Xiaoxiao just because Zheng Mingjie simply gave up.
“I know you don’t want to believe me.” Zheng Mingjie shook his head and smiled bitterly: “It’s true that I said those words at that time, and what happened later, plus the people around me, it was indeed a bit It's too much. But Fang Zhiqiang, I really just drank too much at the time, and on such an occasion, my brain was twitchy, so I said those unfavorable words towards Xiaoxiao. I swear that I did not and would not really do that. Otherwise In that case, considering how many years I have known Xiaoxiao and how many opportunities I had, why didn’t I take action? What people say in that situation is irrational, and I later found someone to find a way to deal with you, and it was really because of you I hurt my self-esteem, so I attacked you. It's not just you who has that kind of thing, I also have it." Zheng Mingjie said slowly.
Fang Zhiqiang snorted coldly and said unceremoniously: "Those who are close to red are red and those who are close to ink are black. Whoever you are with probably is the same kind of person. Besides speaking the truth after drinking, You usually act like a dog, but you only show your true colors after drinking too much, right? You haven’t done anything to Xiaoxiao for so many years, just because you are bound to win, and you feel that Xiaoxiao will only be yours in the end, so it doesn’t matter if you wait. , anyway, you have other women with you, so you are not afraid of loneliness.”
“Also, when it comes to self-esteem, everyone has it. It is not just for the poor or the rich. Anyone who has their self-esteem hurt will fight back, but what? You can't use fair and honest methods. Do you have to use this sneaky and dirty method? When you almost threw the check in my face and asked me to leave Xiaoxiao, did I ever blame you behind your back? Are you following me now? What do you mean by saying this? Do you think I will forgive you? Don't be kidding, Zheng Mingjie, you specifically pick people to hurt you, and you are so ruthless. If I hadn't tried to solve the problem like that, I would have had the opportunity to listen to you now. Confess here? I don’t know where you are begging for food now. When you first started, you were not prepared to give me the opportunity to listen to your confession, right?"
Fang Zhiqiang never thought that he What a tolerant person he is. He just has clear grievances. Tolerance is not impossible, but it depends on the degree of harm and the degree of repentance and apology. It is obvious that Zheng Mingjie has shied away all responsibilities with such light words. Er Jing, he will never accept or believe such an attitude.
"So I don't understand, what's the point of bringing up old things here? Do you think you did a good job in the past and are you afraid that I will forget it?" Fang Zhiqiang asked sarcastically.
Zheng Mingjie’s face turned red and white, and it took him a long time to speak again: “If you really insist on thinking that way, then there is nothing I can do. In fact, I don’t need to explain anything to you.”< br />
“I don’t intend to listen to your explanation either.What. " Fang Zhi pushed back forcefully, feeling bored again and almost couldn't help but want to drive Zheng Mingjie away.
"Okay. Zheng Mingjie was stunned, and then said with a wry smile, "I'm not here for you, but for Xiaoxiao." In short, Xiaoxiao and I probably won’t have much to do with each other from now on. But I will never allow you to hurt her again or anything. I do still love Xiaoxiao. I loved her in the past. If it weren't for loving her, I wouldn't have had such crazy thoughts... My love for her, It won't be any less than you love her, but it's just that the hospital can't love you as much as she does. In fact, I think there will be no one in this world who loves someone as crazily as she loves you, right? "
Fang Zhiqiang thought with disdain in his heart: Your feelings for Xiaoxiao are not called crazy, they are called dirty. But he was too lazy to say it out loud. He just said whatever Zheng Mingjie said. He didn't care and didn't want to hear it. .
"It's just now, not only because of what I just told you, her crazy love for you, it scares me away, but the main reason is that I'm afraid. Zheng Mingjie said with a wry smile, "The object of her madness is not me. Even if it were me, I can't bear it." You may not understand that people from our background don’t actually have that much freedom when it comes to choosing a marriage partner. You can have fun with love, but the marriage partner must be selected and approved by the family, because marriage The purpose is to find someone to strengthen the family and ensure that the next generation can carry forward the family business. Therefore, they must be well-matched, able to help each other support each other in business, and have virtuous and virtuous characters, capable of shouldering the responsibilities behind glory and wealth, and must be able to bend and stretch. So Xiaoxiao was indeed the best candidate for our daughter-in-law, no matter in terms of personality, family background or appearance. That’s why my parents told my uncle and aunt a long time ago that they want the two of us to be together in the future. I always thought I will be with her, but now, no one has thought that she will commit suicide for you. So, all of a sudden, everything changed. Even ordinary people would probably not be willing to marry a woman who committed suicide. Suicide is an absolute taboo in an environment like ours, which can be called a wealthy family, because it means that you have a weak character and cannot withstand setbacks and cannot bear responsibility. What's more, whether I committed suicide because of love, or for another man... In addition, the public opinion outside is so fierce now, if I still insist on marrying her, I will be laughed at by others... I really have to think about our family, I am also an only child... The future of the Zheng family will be all about me and my wife... So, even if I still love her, I can only give up. "
Zheng Mingjie smiled extremely bitterly: "You may think that I am weak. Indeed, sometimes, in a family like ours, there is not much freedom, because there is not much freedom compared to what we have now. They are all contradictory. You can only give up some and choose others. I'm not Xiaoxiao. I'm not as brave as her. I really can't bear the money I have now., status, and all the glory these bring, so I can't choose freedom and love like she did. And I can only abandon her. ”
Fang Zhiqiang was not interested in Zheng Mingjie’s words. He had no intention of listening to Zheng Mingjie’s confession, but for some reason, Zheng Mingjie’s words reminded him of the story of dogs and wolves: wolves roam the wild and run with all their might. Only by chasing can we find food and save our lives, but we have to endure hunger all the time. Dogs are kept at home, with no worries about food and clothing, but no freedom and dignity. Zheng Mingjie’s words are similar to this story. If If you put it this way, then he and Li Xiaoxiao are probably wolves, both desperate for what they want, so they can attract each other.