"Qiangzi, you must be sad, right? We obviously love each other, but we can't be together." Li Xiaoxiao didn't feel too jealous, only felt sorry for Fang Zhiqiang.
"Yeah, we love each other clearly, but why can't we be together? Maybe, this is reality. Reality is never so kind, nor is it as beautiful as imagined. Life may have poetry and Yuanfang, but more often than not, it's just a matter of perseverance. I've been thinking about a question, Xiaoxiao, I also told Yaxin before, do you think God is fair to you?" Fang Zhiqiang asked Li Xiaoxiao.
"Why do you ask this? If you ask me, I feel that God is not fair to me. For love, I give everything, I love wholeheartedly and without reservation, I go I worked hard to pursue my love and happiness, but the person I loved didn't love me back. What I got was nothing but pain." Li Xiaoxiao looked at Fang Zhiqiang and said quietly.
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned. He knew who Li Xiaoxiao was talking about, but he didn't answer.
"I'm joking, what about you? Do you think God is unfair to you?"
Fang Zhiqiang shook his head and said: "I am not a blaming person. Man, I am also a very optimistic person. However, when I look back on my life, I really can’t think of anything that God has been fair to me. Unlike those of you who grew up with a golden key in your mouth, I live in a small mountain village, a mountain village where people are so poor that they don’t even have enough to eat. If you have been to our place, it was more than 20 years later. Can you imagine how many people there were there more than 20 years ago? Am I poor? From how old was I, I had to learn to take care of myself. When I got older, I had to start working and help the family. Fortunately among the misfortunes, I have good parents and a good family. Because I was the only child in the family, I reluctantly went to college. In order to go to college, I worked much harder than ordinary people. I was the only college student in our village, and I ate too much. "Everyone in our hometown thinks that going to college means getting rich and prosperous. I didn't know until I graduated from college that this is not the case. Although the life outside is wonderful, it is far away." It was more difficult than living in a mountain village. After graduating from college, I couldn’t find a job. Even if I found a job, I could only make ends meet. Later, I took the civil service exam and returned to my hometown to work. It’s very prosperous, isn’t it? Government officials, in our This is what those fellow villagers think. If you work in the government, you are an official. You are an official. In fact, you are a fart. You have to nod and bow in front of the leaders all day long. You must do one thing in front of others and another person behind you. You must learn to scheming. Moreover, what you get is My salary was just that little, I would live in that small town forever, and I didn’t even know what the sky outside was like. Those three years were three years of decadence and despair for me.”
"Then it's Nie Qian's business. You also know what happened between Nie Qian and me. After six or seven years of dating, we finally got...It's just a betrayal. Like you, I also gave everything I had. At least you won't get the result. What I got was a betrayal and an astronomical debt for me. For this debt, I My mother was so angry that because of this debt, I quit my job and severed the father-son relationship with my father. Because of this debt, I delivered express delivery and sold vegetables in Shanghai and lived in a basement. I suffered so much that I didn’t even dare to Imagine the hardships I have endured in the past two years since I came to Shanghai. Nie Qian's matter has not yet passed. When I was in the most difficult time, Bi Luochun also betrayed me. His best brother took my money and ran away. At that time, I really thought about death, and I began to doubt life. "
"Finally, life got better. I met Wang Yaxin, and I believed in love again. Yaxin and I went through a lot of hardships, and finally came together. I I originally thought that this would be the ending of my life novel. I thought that the beginning and the process would be tragic, but at least the ending would be happy. But I underestimated the author God. In fact, the novel he wrote has just begun. As soon as he turned his pen, the marriage between Wang Yaxin and I was not happy. It only brought pain to me and her. The pain lasted for half a year. In the end, the only choice was divorce. As you said, we are obviously in love but we are not happy. Not being able to be together is the most painful thing in the world. I have come to this point, and this is my life. Over the years, I have experienced pain that no one else has ever experienced in their lifetime. I really want to say that God is fair to me, but I really can’t find out what is good about God. I was thinking that God must be testing me to see where my bottom line is, so he teased me and tortured me again and again. I'm a little afraid of what life will play on me next time. "Fang Zhiqiang said with a sneer.
"Qiangzi, don't be sad. No matter what, you still have friends like us by your side. At least, you are far better off now than before. You Now that the company has grown so big, your life has begun to get better. And, at least, I'm still by your side, and sister Liu Yan and the others are still by your side, aren't they? Indeed, life is indeed unfair to you, and I feel sorry for you. You have experienced too many things, but we should always see some good things. Cheer up, okay? "After Fang Zhiqiang said all this, he didn't cry. Li Xiaoxiao shed tears first, comforting Fang Zhiqiang with tears.
Fang Zhiqiang suddenly turned around and saw Li Xiaoxiao's tears, feeling inexplicably He was so moved that he smiled and said: "Fool, I'm talking about my life, why are you crying? Although my life is miserable, it is not so miserable that it makes the listener sad and the listener weep, right? Stop crying. If you cry again, I will comfort you in turn. "
"Who... who cried, I was just... just blown by the wind. "Li Xiaoxiao was embarrassed by Fang Zhiqiang's words and said quickly.
"Sometimes when I think about it, I really don’t know what life means to me. Look at this city." Fang Zhiqiang pointed to the other side of the river and said: "How beautiful, with the feasting and feasting, the beautiful neon lights, and the endless flow of people. , the endless flow of traffic, the international metropolis, how beautiful it is. For young people from other places, this is a paradise, because this is synonymous with dreams. Every young person who comes here comes with a dream. All the young people who persist here are persisting with a heart to chase dreams. But, what about my dream? The most tragic and painful thing in life is not that we can't be together despite being in love, but that we have no dream. Wang Yaxin is gone, and my dream seems to be lost."
PS: I went to my hometown yesterday and came back in the evening, so yesterday's update was relatively late. Today is because some of my classmates came back on May Day and ran to my house to play. They didn’t leave until dinner. I had no preparation before, so I stayed with my classmates all the time. I started coding only after my classmates left. I updated late. Okay, three chapters will be updated first, two more chapters will be updated later, and five chapters will be completed with high quality and quantity. It will be updated on time tomorrow. If nothing else happens, try to update more tomorrow.