"It sounds easy, I always thought it was nothing, but when it really happened, I found that I couldn't stand it. Think about it, I am a man, and my wife's ex-husband or ex-boyfriend openly and openly How do I feel when my family shows up and I am legitimately with my wife and son in front of me? I know it’s nothing. Yaxin can’t have anything more with him, and Xiaoyu, there’s nothing to say about this. After all, he is Xiaoyu's biological father, and Xiaoyu is his son, so it is natural for them to be together. But I just feel uncomfortable and unhappy." Fang Zhiqiang said while picking up vegetables with chopsticks.

Liu Yan looked at it, sighed, and said: "But there is nothing we can do about it. Every family has sutras that are difficult to recite. Wang Yaxin's life is like this. She has a son. This You know that since you chose her in the first place, these are what you have to bear. In other words, you should have thought of all this before you got married. There is no time in this world that will be so perfect. Wang Yaxin almost She is a perfect woman with no flaws in her body. She is a woman who will be jealous every time she sees her. However, her flaws are her past. She has a child. Since you have chosen her, you should tolerate and bear this. In everything, you have to accept the fact that you are the stepfather of his child, and you also have to accept that you are not a normal family. Even if you are both getting married for the first time, you have to live like a combined family."

　"I know, I know that I should tolerate and understand. In fact, I have never said anything, but there are some things that I really can't bear or endure. That is my home, that is my life Even animals have their own territory, and other male animals are not allowed to enter their own territory. I didn’t say anything to Yaxin, but I felt very uncomfortable anyway. To be honest, I never thought about it. One day things will turn into what they are today, and I never thought that my life would turn into what it is today." Fang Zhiqiang said slowly.

"You... regret it?" Liu Yan asked Fang Zhiqiang.

"Regret? No, no, I don't regret it." Fang Zhiqiang was stunned, then shook his head, and then said: "I never regret choosing Yaxin, I love her, I just I want to stay with her for the rest of my life and be together for the rest of my life. I just didn’t expect that one day my life would become like this. To be honest, my current life is different from the life I imagined before I got married. It’s very different. But I have no regrets, maybe I just can't accept it for the moment, and it will be fine after a while."

"Actually, you are right. Since I chose Yaxin, I should accept her Everything, including this kind of life now. I just have some minor complaints and want to find someone to talk to. It is unlikely that I will talk to Yaxin about these things." After Fang Zhiqiang finished speaking, he sighed again and continued.

I didn’t want to drink while driving.Fang Zhiqiang, who was talking, wanted to drink very much. He waved to the waiter and said: "Bring a few bottles of beer."

"You have to drive."

"It doesn't matter. , I don’t want to go back for the time being, I’ll go back at night.” Fang Zhiqiang shook his head.

"Wang Yaxin is so smart, she should understand how you feel." Liu Yan asked.

　"Well, she must know, but she has no choice but to do this. She is actually more sad than me. The person who least wants to see this situation is not me, but her. How much she hopes Our family of three can live happily together. She certainly hopes that Xiaoyu and I can be as close as father and son. She also certainly hopes that Xue Kai can disappear and our family of three can live happily together, just like a normal family. But this is not the case. Xiaoyu hates me now, but Xue Kai always appears, and it was ordered by the court. There is no reason to stop it. She doesn't want this situation to happen, but she has to accept it. She has cried many times. She is better than me It’s even more difficult because, with her, she has her son on one side and me on the other, and she is in a dilemma. Because of her son, she has to tolerate Xue Kai, but she also has to take care of me, so the current situation arises, so she is like this It's uncomfortable." Fang Zhiqiang held the bottle and blew on it. He hadn't drank like this for a long time. The last time he drank like this was with Bi Luochun.

Liu Yan nodded and said: "Yes, if I were Wang Yaxin, I would be in trouble."

"So, I can't let her find me I care too much, I have to show her that I don't care, I don't mind at all. If I get angry because of this matter, she will only be more upset."

"So you ran out, came out Talk to me and eat with me, right?" Liu Yan smiled.

"Yes, you got a good deal and had a meal in vain." Fang Zhiqiang smiled.

"I don't want to eat this meal. I hope you and Wang Yaxin can be happy." Liu Yan also smiled helplessly, and then comforted Fang Zhiqiang again and said: "Actually, you should go there Think about it on the bright side, you are the happiest person. These are just some small twists and turns in life. At least you are married to the woman you love and have achieved positive results. Look at me, you are happier than me. Right? Look at Li Xiaoxiao, where is she? And Nie Qian, are you much happier than she is now?"

"Yes, after all, I am indeed the happiest person. ." After hearing Liu Yan's words, Fang Zhiqiang's eyes suddenly lit up and he said with a smile.

"This thing requires comparison. What is an optimistic person? Those who are optimistic must learn to compare. To compare height with short people and slimness with fat people, you must have this spirit, you know?"

　“I have to say, your way of comforting is really good. Thank you for comforting me.. "Fang Zhiqiang smiled.

" Are you in a better mood now? "

"Well, much better. "

"Then... there is something I don't know whether I should tell you. "Liu Yan hesitated and said.

"What's the matter? "

Liu Yan looked at Fang Zhiqiang, and finally shook her head and said: "Forget it, I won't say anything anymore. "

"You are sick, so you either don't say anything, or stop saying it halfway. Are you as appetizing as you? Just say what you have to say and don't hesitate here. What's going on? "Fang Zhiqiang said speechlessly.

"Then I said, you can't be angry, okay? "Liu Yan was still hesitant.

"Why are you like a girl, grinding and moaning, not saying anything about it? ”

“I am a girl. ”

　“…”