"Then what's the main problem?" Li Xiaoxiao asked.

Fang Zhiqiang suddenly paused and did not immediately answer Li Xiaoxiao's words. After a long time, he said: "The most important problem is that I love Wang Yaxin in my heart."

After Fang Zhiqiang finished speaking, he lowered his head and remained silent. Li Xiaoxiao looked at Fang Zhiqiang's silence blankly, with eyes filled with laughter. The tears flowed down drop by drop.

There was an unusual silence in the whole room.

"I know." Li Xiaoxiao gritted her teeth and said after a long time, and then said: "I have always known that you love Sister Yaxin, but... isn't it already impossible for you and Sister Yaxin? "Yes, I am separated from Wang Yaxin, but I still love her in my heart." Fang Zhiqiang said.

"It doesn't matter, I don't mind, I can wait, I will wait for you to fall in love with me." Li Xiaoxiao said almost crazily.

Fang Zhiqiang sighed, suddenly not knowing what to say to Li Xiaoxiao.

　"Xiaoxiao, I have always been very ignorant, really, because I don't really know what I want. This is true for the future, and it is also true for relationships. In my heart, I love I love Yaxin, but at the same time, I also know that I like you. I don’t want to lie or avoid anything. This is indeed the case in my heart. Because of this, I was severely scolded by Liu Yan. Liu Yan scolded me. I am a scumbag, a beast, a big radish, eating the food in the bowl and looking at the food in the pot. I had never thought about it before, but in the end I seriously reflected on it, and I suddenly realized that it was indeed the case. You are just a bastard. On the one hand, I love Wang Yaxin in my heart, but on the other hand, I have never been clear with you. What is this other than a scumbag?"

"Xiaoxiao, I'm serious After thinking about it for several days, I thought seriously and asked myself who I wanted to be with. Finally, my heart told me that I wanted to be with Yaxin. Liu Yan said that a person's The heart is only so big and can't hold two people. If you can hold one person, you have to exclude the other person. Otherwise, no one will feel comfortable if it is crowded, including myself. Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, I don't want to be irresponsible to you. , I don’t want to be a scumbag. I can’t do it. I love Yaxin in my heart but still be with you. That would be unfair to you.”

“Actually, there has always been a relationship between us. They are friends, and I have always felt that I am not good enough for you. The reality is that even if I like you, we will never make it to the end if we are together. No matter what, the relationship between the two of us is There will be no results. I don’t want the two of us to live so unclearly anymore. We are destined to have no results, but we have to force ourselves to be together. That would be too cruel."

　"What you said , you love me." Li Xiaoxiao insisted.

　“Yeah,So I myself feel that I am a scumbag. I love Yaxin, but I still love you in my heart. There is no one more bastard than me in the world. Just because I'm such a bastard, I've hurt you and Yaxin countless times over the past year or so, and I've also suffered a lot myself. "Fang Zhiqiang shook his head.

"But...but..." Li Xiaoxiao wanted to say something else, but couldn't.

"Xiaoxiao, the two of us The relationship between you and me has always been unclear. Look, how much harm have I caused you since you met me? And now, you still have to face the pressure at home. Even if you come out to see me, you still have to hide it from your family. Do you think this is normal? This is not what a normal relationship should look like, because the two of us are not suitable for each other. "

"I don't want to hear this, Qiangzi, you moved out of my place and returned the money to me just to sever all ties with me and never have any contact with me again. ,Yeah? "Li Xiaoxiao's tears had already covered her cheeks, and she raised her head and looked at Fang Zhiqiang.

"We will stop contacting you if you don't say anything. We can still be friends. ”

　“Isn’t it? "Li Xiaoxiao asked again.

Fang Zhiqiang was suddenly afraid to look at Li Xiaoxiao, but in the end he gritted his teeth and said, "Yes. "

"Between me and Wang Yaxin, you chose her, right? "Li Xiaoxiao asked again unwillingly.

"Yes, Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, I can't lie to myself. The person I love is Yaxin, and I want to be with her forever. Even...even if there is no result between me and her and we can't get together, I can't lie to myself that the person I love is her. "Fang Zhiqiang finally said.

Li Xiaoxiao smiled, tears were still falling, and kept falling.

"Qiangzi, actually I have always known these, I have always known The person you love in your heart is her. I have always been afraid that one day you will say these words to me. I can feel it. You have been resisting me and resisting me, even though I gave you everything I have. , but you always escape and never respond positively to my love for you. So, this year, I have been living in panic every day, afraid that you will break up with me and let me leave. Unexpectedly, this day finally came. But, Qiangzi, why are you so cruel? You are no longer with her and you can't give me any hope. Are you unwilling to try to love me and give me some more time? "

"Xiaoxiao, can you accept a man who has another woman in his heart? Is that the love you want? I don't want to hurt you, really, I don't want to hurt you, but I can't lie to myself. What I love is Yaxin, Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry. "Fang Zhiqiang said again.

"Why? Why is this happening?Sample? Why can't you fall in love with me? Why didn't you choose me? "Li Xiaoxiao shed tears even more.

Fang Zhiqiang sat there, silent.

Li Xiaoxiao sat there and shed tears.

"Is this the end? Are you really not willing to give me any chance? "After a long time, Li Xiaoxiao suddenly picked up a tissue and wiped his tears, and asked Fang Zhiqiang lightly.

"I'm sorry Xiaoxiao, I can't forget Yaxin. "

"Then can you forget me? "Li Xiaoxiao asked.

Fang Zhiqiang was silent again. He couldn't answer Li Xiaoxiao's questions, and he didn't know how to answer them.

Li Xiaoxiao was just so blank. He looked at Fang Zhiqiang for a long time. When he saw that Fang Zhiqiang had not spoken any more, he took out a tissue and wiped his eyes clean again, and said: "Qiangzi, in fact, I have always understood a sentence, in love, who The deeper the love, the more tired and painful it will be. I love you so much, that's why my love seems so humble. In order to love you, I have completely lost myself. In the more than a year since I have loved you, I have actually been very tired. I have forgotten how many times I cried, but the final result is still the same. ”