Wang Yaxin couldn't help but smile after listening to Fang Zhiqiang's words. Then she looked at Fang Zhiqiang and asked: "What... do you think?"
"What do I think..." Fang Zhiqiang smiled bitterly. After a while, he then said: "You know what I think, why bother asking knowingly."
"Are you getting married?" Wang Yaxin asked.
“Together.” Fang Zhiqiang corrected, and then said: “As long as I can be with you, I will be satisfied.”
After listening to Fang Zhiqiang’s words, Wang Yaxin was silent again, and after a long time she said: "I'm sorry, Zhiqiang, I haven't thought about it yet."
"It doesn't matter, I am willing to wait, I can wait as long as you want, as long as you give me hope." Fang Zhi Qiang said.
"I would say that I have a problem with my attitude towards life, which means that my attitude towards relationships and marriage is not correct. Indeed, anyone would think that I am an improper woman. I gave birth to a baby before I was married. Child, no one knows who the father of the child is, and there are many people who say behind my back that I am an immoral and immoral woman. And now, I have been staying with you for a year, and I have always been unclear about it. We are together without any status. I don’t blame them at all for saying that about me. Really, if it were me, I would feel the same way. But I know myself that it’s not that I don’t take relationships and marriage seriously, it’s precisely because I'm too serious."
"As I said before, I am like this because I am too serious. As I said before, in fact, I want to get married. By marrying you, I want to live with you for the rest of my life. To form a family, a complete family, to have a shoulder to lean on when you are tired, to have someone by your side to talk to you when you are sick, and to have someone at your side during festivals. I personally want to give you a care, a romance, and a touch. This is what every woman wants. But I am afraid, I am afraid that once we get married, the relationship between us will not be so beautiful. I am afraid that after getting married, you will run away again. , I was hit and hurt again. I am also afraid that after we get married, we will quarrel because of the difference in personality and age. Before getting married, all this may not be a problem, but once we get married, the problem will be different. I am older than you , I am several years older, and maybe I have experienced more over the years. We have different ideas on how to deal with many things. In addition, I am a lawyer, and my attitude towards problems sometimes applies to myself as well as others. I can't stand it. In short, I'm not sure if we can be happy together, and I'm not sure if I can keep your heart." Wang Yaxin finally turned to look at Fang Zhiqiang.
"When I don't have confidence in myself, I will not make a rash decision again, just like last time. I'm scared. I want to be more rational this time. I hope you don't blame me. "Wang Yaxin said finally.
Fang Zhiqiang was silent, and for a moment he didn't know what to say.
"Yaxin, I did something wrong last time, but I hope you can give me another chance. You should know very well in your heart that I love you and I want to be with you. This has always been the case. I haven't changed, even if we weren't together during that time, I haven't changed either. Yaxin, please believe me, I will give you happiness." Fang Zhiqiang said to Wang Yaxin seriously.
After listening to Fang Zhiqiang’s words, Wang Yaxin became silent.
"Give me some time, okay? This all happened too fast, give me some time to think about it." Wang Yaxin said at last.
"If I have thought about it, then we will get married. If, I still have not thought about it, then... Zhiqiang, let's break up, completely separate, we really can't be like this anymore. Being together for no reason will only delay you. Give me a month, and I will give you an answer after one month, okay? During this month, I will think about this issue myself, and I will do it Make a decision."
Fang Zhiqiang did not expect Wang Yaxin to be so decisive.
"Okay, that's right. No matter what, it's a result." Fang Zhiqiang also nodded. It has been almost a year since I fell in love with Wang Yaxin so vaguely between being together and not being together. Wang Yaxin was tired. In fact, he was not tired either.
In his heart, he desperately wanted to get married and start a family with Wang Yaxin, but he also knew that he had caused Wang Yaxin that serious injury and he had no right to ask Wang Yaxin for more money. How about yourself.
“Thank you for your understanding.” Wang Yaxin said gratefully to Fang Zhiqiang.
"It's getting late. It will take several hours to go back, so I'll leave first." Fang Zhiqiang stood up after looking at it.
"Are you just leaving? Or... why don't you stay here for the night and leave tomorrow." Wang Yaxin was a little reluctant when she heard that Fang Zhiqiang was leaving.
"I don't live here anymore, you know, I... the atmosphere at home is very awkward, you know, we can't even tell what the situation is between you and me now, I It's not suitable to live here, but it doesn't matter, you can get to Shanghai in five hours, and you can catch a late-night snack when you get back. I'm going to say goodbye to your parents." Fang Zhiqiang said truthfully, then got up and walked directly to the bedroom.
The bedroom door was not closed, and Fang Zhiqiang heard Wang Yaxin’s parents talking inside.
Fang Zhiqiang did not go in, but stood at the door and knocked on the open door, saying: "Uncle, aunt, I have something to do at the company, so I will leave first. Thank you, uncle and aunt. Today's warm reception."
"Leaving?" Wang Yaxin's mother's voice came from inside, and then she saw Wang Yaxin's mother leaving.come out.
"You're just leaving? Let's have dinner here and leave early tomorrow morning." Wang Yaxin's mother tried to persuade her to stay.
"No, auntie, I still have something to do over there, so I will go back first. Thank you for your hard work today, auntie."
"You... I asked you to come over, After driving for such a long time, you sit here for a while, and then you drive a few hours back. You can stay here for one night. You have lived here before."
" Still not, Auntie, I really have something to do over there. I’m going to leave first, disturbing you and uncle, and I’ll come visit you and uncle next time I have a chance." Fang Zhiqiang walked out as he spoke.
"Wait a minute, I won't stop you if you want to leave, but you can take back all the things you bought." Wang Yaxin's mother said, pointing to the gifts brought by Fang Zhiqiang.
Fang Zhiqiang was a little embarrassed, and finally said: "Auntie, how should I put it, you are the elder and I am the junior. Since I come to you, I naturally can't come empty-handed. This is my heart. If I don't buy something, I will give you a red envelope, and you will definitely not want it. I don't know what to say about this matter between me and Yaxin. I hope that I can achieve positive results with Yaxin, as long as If Yaxin can agree, I promise that I will love her for the rest of my life. It doesn’t matter whether Yaxin and I can make it work. If we do, you are my mother and I should respect you. If not, then...then Yaxin and I She is also a friend. She has helped me a lot over the past year. As a junior, I should respect you because aunt can accept it. If you don't accept it, I will feel..." Fang Zhiqiang did not finish, but Wang Yaxin's mother must know what he means.