"I remember you asked me before, do I hate him? I told you, I hate him, I want to kill him. He and I were classmates in college, and he was my first love. We talked a lot together After graduating from university in 2006, we both stayed in Shanghai and worked hard together. We both spent the poorest period of our lives. At that time, we had just graduated, and neither of us had yet passed the bar exam and could not find a job. , I can only work as an assistant in a law firm. In fact, I just do odd jobs, doing things like copying documents, and the salary is pitifully low. In Shanghai, a city where land is at a premium and prices are skyrocketing, that salary is barely enough. The two of us lived on our own. I remember that at that time, the two of us rented a small single room. The single room was separated by a wooden board, and there was a wooden board between it and the next door. The sound of snoring in the other party's room could be heard here. , and the house is very small, only a dozen square meters in size. There is basically no room except for a bed, and there is no bathroom or anything. The environment is actually not as good as the basement where you lived. Me and him, I spent three full years in such an environment. These three years were very difficult, very difficult. At that time, I couldn't even afford to eat. During these three years, both of us worked hard to obtain the lawyer's license. , from assistant to trainee lawyer to finally full-time lawyer, life got better step by step, and I began to find my own place and foothold in this city." Wang Yaxin recalled slowly.

Fang Zhiqiang listened to Wang Yaxin recalling the past between her and Xue Kai, and he could even hear a hint of happiness and sweetness in Wang Yaxin's tone. He felt very uncomfortable.

He said nothing, just kept smoking.

"At this time, we were preparing to get married. I asked for it. Because we have been together for many years and life has begun to get better, I urgently want to get married. He avoided it from the beginning to later He disappeared suddenly. He completely disappeared. He couldn't be found anywhere. There was no news at all. It was as if he suddenly disappeared from this world. I know that he is gone. He has never been an peaceful person. He is very wild-minded because of the current situation. I was pregnant when he left. I went to the hospital three times, always preparing to abort the child, but in the end I gritted my teeth and decided to give birth to the child, because the child was My, there is nothing wrong with the child. Without him, I can still raise the child and give him happiness. I just want to prove to him that I can live a better life without him. So, I walked step by step This year, I have suffered too much during this period. What happened in the first one or two years, I don’t seem to dare to think about it now. Every time I think about it, I feel a numb feeling in my back, and I also I don’t know how I survived step by step. At that time, every day that passed, my hatred for him became more and more serious. Every time my hatred for him became more serious, my motivation to climb up became more and more serious. It went like this until you appeared." Wang Yaxin continued.

“Before I met you, my hatred for him almost became the reason for me to live. There is a saying that love is as deep as hatred is, because I once loved him too much, and now As for my hatred for him, I told you that if he dared to come back to me, I would really have the urge to kill him with a knife. But, I met you."

　“From meeting, acquaintance, and acquaintance with you to the final love, I think about him again, but gradually I find that he has become so vague and strange in my heart, and I can’t say how much I hate him. , and then thinking about it, he just thought it was a dream he had when he was young and ignorant, and he was just a passerby he met. I used to think that he had done all kinds of heinous things to me, but now I just feel that I am too careless. Everything seems not so important anymore.”

“You will feel hate only when you love someone. If you really don’t love someone anymore, it doesn’t matter how much you hate. For a person who doesn’t matter, you can’t even feel it. Even hating him feels like a luxury. That's how I feel about him now." After Wang Yaxin finished speaking, she looked at Fang Zhiqiang.

Fang Zhiqiang was still sitting there smoking, his heart still full of mixed feelings, but he felt much better than before.

“What are you planning now?” Fang Zhiqiang asked Wang Yaxin.

"Plan? Do I need to have any plans? Are you talking about it for him?" Wang Yaxin asked strangely.

"Yes, listening to what he said today, he will definitely continue to harass you, and he wants to save you."

"Save you?" Wang Yaxin After hearing this, he smiled stupidly and said: "It's enough to meet one scumbag in a lifetime. No one will fall for the same scumbag twice. He is just a stranger to me now, and I hate him even more." It’s all gone. I really can’t find any reason to see him again.”

“But he won’t give up. There is a very important factor. He is indeed Xiaoyu’s biological father. , if he is serious, it seems that neither legally nor morally, he has the right to prevent him from seeing Xiaoyu." Fang Zhiqiang said solemnly while smoking a cigarette.

Wang Yaxin suddenly stopped talking and sat there in silence. After a long time, she said: "I will not let him get close to Xiaoyu. Xiaoyu is my son and has nothing to do with him. . No matter what, I will not let him have any contact with Xiaoyu."

Wang Yaxin suddenly became excited when she said this, because it involved Xiaoyu.

Fang Zhiqiang didn’t know what to say, but he could feel that this matter was definitely not so easy to handle. That Xue Kai was definitely not such an easy person to dismiss. From what he said today You can see it.

"If he comes to harass you again, call himGive me the words. "Fang Zhiqiang said.

"Don't worry, I am a lawyer, no one dares to do anything to me. "Wang Yaxin nodded and said.

Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for a moment, then suddenly dimmed, laughing at himself in his heart: "Yes, Wang Yaxin has always been protecting herself, how could Wang Yaxin possibly It's ridiculous that you need to protect yourself. "

"Okay, let's not talk about him anymore. Today is my birthday, and all my good moods were ruined by him. "Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang's somewhat depressed mood, smiled and said to Fang Zhiqiang.

"Do you know what wish I made today? "Wang Yaxin then asked Fang Zhiqiang with a smile.