"Qiangzi, I know that you have always loved me in your heart, right? Otherwise, you would never come back in such a hurry and nervously without thinking, without even getting married. Right?" Li Xiaoxiao asked expectantly.

Fang Zhiqiang fell silent for a moment. The answer to this question was obvious to everyone, let alone himself. If he didn’t love Li Xiaoxiao, how could he be so nervous because of this? So sad that you can't even see such a simple lie? If it wasn't because he loved Li Xiaoxiao, how could he have left his fiancée there and rushed over overnight without even getting married? Even if he didn't want to admit that he was in love with Li Xiaoxiao, he couldn't deny it.

"Love? What the hell is love. I don't want to love anymore and I don't dare to love anymore. Maybe I am born a person who shouldn't have love." Fang Zhiqiang smiled mockingly, He once loved Nie Qian, deeply in love, but in the end, Nie Qian betrayed him and gave him an almost fatal blow. He also loved Wang Yaxin, but just the night before he was about to enter the wedding hall, this incident happened in a daze. For him, as long as it was love, the result was destined to be tragedy. He has despaired of love.

"You...are you really...really impossible with her?" Li Xiaoxiao asked.

"Li Xiaoxiao, don't you think it's ridiculous that you asked me this? You caused the scandal, and now you come to my place to pretend to be a good person and ask me if I'm really with her. It's impossible." Fang Zhiqiang sneered, then took two puffs of cigarette, and said lightly: "I don't know if it is possible, I only know that I am tired, really tired, I don't want to love anymore, I don't want to talk anymore Anything to do with feelings, that's it, it's good to be alone."

"I'm sorry, Qiangzi, I really didn't mean it, I really didn't, forgive me, okay? I... ..." Li Xiaoxiao felt very uncomfortable and conflicted when she saw Fang Zhiqiang's appearance. On the one hand, she was happy to see that Fang Zhiqiang was not married to Wang Yaxin, but on the other hand, she felt that she had done something wrong to Fang Zhiqiang. As if I had done something unjust and unjust, I felt deeply remorseful and guilty.

"Okay, okay, let him let the past matter go by and don't mention it again. This matter is just over and forgotten." Fang Zhiqiang interrupted Li Xiaoxiao, He was helpless. Although he was full of anger, he still couldn't express it to Li Xiaoxiao in the end. He still couldn't hate Li Xiaoxiao.

"You...you really love Wang Yaxin, do you really want to marry her for the rest of your life?" Li Xiaoxiao then looked at Fang Zhiqiang seriously and asked.

“I already said it, don’t say it again.” Fang Zhiqiang suddenly got angry and yelled at Li Xiaoxiao.

"If I don't love her, if I don't want to marry her, why should I marry her? Do you think I'm joking? StillDoes it mean you think I'm doing it for her money? Li Xiaoxiao, I'm tired. Please don't mention this matter in front of me again, never again. Fang Zhiqiang said, then stood up and walked outside, saying as he walked: "It's getting late, you can go, I won't keep you here for dinner." ”

Fang Zhiqiang walked to the kitchen by himself, preparing to make some dinner for himself. He started to feel hungry again. He ate steamed buns and soy milk at the hospital in the morning, and didn’t eat anything at noon. At this time There was nothing in his stomach.

Fang Zhiqiang walked into the kitchen and suddenly realized that there was no food. He had been gone for so long and there was no food anywhere. Fang Zhiqiang became very annoyed.

Li Xiaoxiao followed Fang Zhiqiang into the kitchen, looked at Fang Zhiqiang’s appearance, and asked, “Let’s go out to eat. You are sick. Get more rest and go out to eat. "

"Li Xiaoxiao, I just want to be quiet for a while. Please go back, okay? Just leave me alone for a while, okay? "Fang Zhiqiang turned around and looked at Li Xiaoxiao and said.

Li Xiaoxiao stayed there, and then asked: "But...but you are sick, someone has to take care of you. "

"Don't worry, I didn't die this morning, and I can't die now. Go back. I just want to be quiet and don't have to think about anything. As you stand here, I will always I can't help but think about many things, and I can't help but want to get angry with you, but I just can't bear to get angry with you, so I feel very uncomfortable, and it's a kind of torture to myself, you know? Please, go back. "Fang Zhiqiang is really begging for Li Xiaoxiao. With Li Xiaoxiao here, he is very confused and annoyed, and becomes very irritable, but he has to be provoked, and he can't bear to be angry with Li Xiaoxiao, so he feels even more uncomfortable.

"I...I'm leaving then. You...you have to take care of yourself. I just took the medicine. You have a fever and a cold. If you need anything, remember to call me, okay? If you don't answer my call anymore, even if you send me a text message, is that okay? "Li Xiaoxiao looked at Fang Zhiqiang's uncomfortable look and felt very distressed.

"You go. "Fang Zhiqiang said weakly.

"Then...then I'm leaving. "Li Xiaoxiao said to Fang Zhiqiang, then reluctantly took a step back to look at Fang Zhiqiang, and finally opened the door and walked out.

Fang Zhiqiang was stunned after Li Xiaoxiao left. Sitting blankly on the chair, smoking feebly.

Thinking about what happened in his life, especially in the past year or so, Fang Zhiqiang suddenly felt that he was still quite strong. If If someone else is not strong, he might actually commit suicide by jumping off a building.

Fang Zhiqiang actually doesn’t know what state he is in now and what he is thinking in his heart. He suddenly feels numb. Why do I feel pain, butBut he also felt that life suddenly completely lost its meaning and had no fun. This feeling made him feel terrible.

After sitting there in a daze for a long time, Fang Zhiqiang came back to his senses and remembered that he seemed to be going to have dinner, but how to eat? Looking at the house with almost bare walls, the sad feeling came out again. He returned to the room, put on his coat, took his wallet, and looked at the money inside. There was still more than two thousand yuan. This was all his belongings now. He still took the money and put it with him when he went back to meet Wang Yaxin. Wedding fashion facade.

Fang Zhiqiang went out in his coat. As soon as he walked out, he suddenly saw a girl holding a large casserole in both hands and a large plastic bag in the cold wind. The girl was running, the cold wind was howling outside, and the girl's face was blown red.

This girl is Li Xiaoxiao. Seeing this scene, Fang Zhiqiang was close to dying and seemed to be alive again.

When Li Xiaoxiao walked in front of Fang Zhiqiang, Fang Zhiqiang discovered that Li Xiaoxiao’s face was red, and so were his hands.