"If you want to do this, then take your money back, and I will never go there again from tomorrow on." Huang Wanting looked at Fang Zhiqiang, and then said lightly.

　"Don't... don't, I know you are here to help me and not for money, but it's okay if it's just for a day or two, but you've been helping me every day for a month. I'm tired, and I'll feel bad if you don't accept the payment." Fang Zhiqiang was also very confused.

　"It's up to you whether you want to live with it or not. I only know that I will feel bad if I accept your money, and I will look down on myself. Although I am short of money, I am not short of money yet. You are so blinded by money. Let me ask you, if it were you, would you accept this money?" Huang Wanting asked Fang Zhiqiang.

"I...I may...maybe not." Fang Zhiqiang said truthfully.

　"That's it, just take the money back. If you help me, I'll help you. Isn't that what happens between friends? If you really want to thank me, invite me out for a meal. Barbecue bar, after I didn’t go to the nightclub to sing, I never went to eat barbecue or drink beer again.” Huang Wanting said very free and easy.

Fang Zhiqiang was stunned for a moment, then said with a smile: "Okay, it just so happened that I didn't have dinner."

"I didn't eat either, the school food wasn't very tasty. , I didn’t eat dinner every day, I thought I was losing weight. Let’s go.” Huang Wanting smiled, and then walked out with Fang Zhiqiang.

Fang Zhiqiang did not drive, the car stopped at the door, and then he and Huang Wanting had already crossed the alley. Fang Zhiqiang knew where the barbecue stall Li Xiaoxiao was going to was. He and Huang Wanting had eaten there several times before, so he knew the place.

“Are you really planning to sell vegetables like this for the rest of your life?” Huang Wanting asked Fang Zhiqiang as they walked away.

"Okay, please don't always ask such profound questions, okay?" Fang Zhiqiang said informally, and then said: "The future will always be a capital X, and everyone will I don’t know what will happen tomorrow, so I never make too many guarantees for tomorrow, nor do I make too many ideas. There are too many variables, and there are not many things in this world that we can control in our own hands. Who can Can I know what the future will be like? Therefore, I don’t know how long I can sell vegetables. Just like before, I never thought that one day I would become a vegetable seller. When I went to college, I thought I had graduated. I would work as a white-collar worker in a big company and live in a big house with a high salary. After graduation, I found out that they didn’t want me at all, and the house was so expensive that I couldn’t afford it. I never thought that I would become a civil servant. But in the end, under the pressure of my father, I took the civil service exam and returned to my hometown to work as a staff member of the town government. At that time, I thought that I would be a civil servant for the rest of my life, and maybe I could work as an official when I was old. Retirement and care for the elderly will lead to a lifetime of not having enough to eat and not starving to death. But, I resigned at the end of last year. After I resigned, I came to Shanghai. Everyone said that Shanghai is a place full of gold. I thought that I could do something big and make a lot of money here. But after I came here, I realized that it was not the case at all. The thing is, in this place, there are many rich people and many things, but most of them are people who are struggling for survival. It is survival, not life. I started working as a courier. I had never thought that one day I would work as a courier, but in the end I did it and I worked for half a year. Half a year later, I was fired and went to work at Sammy International. After that, I resigned again, and then by chance, I became a vegetable seller. Therefore, I don’t know what I will do or who I will become in the future. Who can say for sure whether I will sell vegetables for the rest of my life? All I know is that I am selling vegetables now. "

"Why do I feel that your words are so philosophical. "Huang Wanting was silent for a while and said.

"Life is inherently philosophy, and everyone who can survive in this city has a philosophy book of his own in his heart. "Fang Zhiqiang said with some emotion, mainly feeling about his life.

" Selling vegetables is definitely not your dream, just like me, my dream is to hope that one day I can become a A singer and a musician, what about you? Huang Wanting put her hands in her pockets and asked slowly as she walked slowly with Fang Zhiqiang.

“No, a friend once asked me this question. She asked me about my dream. What is it? I said I didn’t have it, but then I thought about it and I did have it. Who doesn’t have a dream? Another friend of mine once said that everyone who survives in this city has his or her own dreams. Without dreams, one cannot survive in this city. It's just that my dream is different from yours. My dream is neither big nor small. My dream is that I hope that I can truly have a clear conscience in this life. I am a person who particularly doesn’t like to owe others anything, whether it’s money or feelings. Once I feel that I owe others something, I won’t even be able to sleep or eat well, so I’d rather owe myself. Don't want to owe others. If we talk about dreams, my dream is to be open-minded and happy. When it comes to life, I really don’t have many requirements. It may be my character to take things as they come. If you see that I have worked so many jobs, and each job is short-lived, you will know how casual I am. "Fang Zhiqiang said with a smile.

"You are an idealist like me, but you are more persistent than me. I have been with you for so long, and I can roughly tell what kind of person you are. You are really like what you said, you would rather owe yourself than owe others. It can be seen from that time that you spent so much effort to find a job for me, but you chose to sell vegetables in the vegetable market. You are the kind of good guy that everyone often calls you, a real good guy. Although you don’t look like it on the outside, you are a very pure person in your heart. Huang Wanting said with a smile again.

"Are you praising me or hurting me? Whether you are a real good person or a fake good person, in fact, the better you are to others, the more likely others will treat you like a fool. People, there are Time is a very complicated animal, and the human heart is even more complicated. No one can say that he can see through anyone's heart." Fang Zhiqiang thought of Nie Qian and Bi Luochun's betrayal of him, and felt a lot of sadness in his heart.