"Yaxin... I'm sorry, I just... I was really impulsive just now, I..." Fang Zhiqiang said to Wang Yaxin again with guilt, but was interrupted again by Wang Yaxin.
"I have already said that I have forgotten what happened just now and act as if nothing happened." Wang Yaxin interrupted Fang Zhiqiang's words with a somewhat impatient tone.
After finishing speaking, Wang Yaxin may have felt that her tone was a bit too harsh. She looked at Fang Zhiqiang and continued: "You... don't feel too guilty. I don't blame you. I know. , you are not such a person. We are all adults, and everyone knows some things well and can understand them. Just pretend that nothing happened. Can you still sleep?"
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned and shook his head.
"With such a beautiful moon, come with me to eat some mooncakes and chat for a while. I can't sleep either." Wang Yaxin said, after such a time, both Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin It was hard to sleep again.
Wang Yaxin took Fang Zhiqiang directly to the courtyard. There was a table in the courtyard. After Wang Yaxin asked Fang Zhiqiang to sit down, he went into the room again, poured two cups of tea, and then brought Come over with a box of mooncakes.
"Try this mooncake. I found this mooncake to be specially customized by the manufacturer and give it to some customers. It should taste pretty good." Wang Yaxin wrapped herself in her clothes and took out the mooncake. Passed it to Fang Zhiqiang.
Fang Zhiqiang nodded, said thank you, and took the mooncake from Wang Yaxin.
“It has been many years since I calmed down and looked at the moon. Suddenly I felt that the moon is still so round and beautiful, just like when I was a child. However, the moon is still the same moon, but people are different. Yes, it really goes with that sentence, the flowers are similar every year, but the people are different every year." Wang Yaxin sat there and took a sip of tea, looking at the moon and sighing.
Fang Zhiqiang ate the mooncake in two bites. It tasted very good. You could tell at a glance that the mooncake was not cheap. Fang Zhiqiang took a sip of tea, lit another cigarette and smoked, looking at the moon in the sky and listening to Wang Yaxin's sigh, without saying anything, but the feelings in his heart at the moment were no less than Wang Yaxin's.
“Fang Zhiqiang, do you have an ideal?” Wang Yaxin asked Fang Zhiqiang while looking at the moon in the sky.
Fang Zhiqiang was stunned, and before he could speak, Wang Yaxin continued: "When I was in school, I actually liked watching the moon. At that time, the teenage girl had many beautiful dreams. , very simple. I still remember that I wrote a novel, a novel about the moon. To be precise, it is a love story. Thinking about it now, although it is quite childish, it is very beautiful."
< br /> “I have had an ideal since I was a teenager. I hope that when I grow up, I canBeing a lawyer, a barrister, was such a simple idea at that time. I don’t know if you have watched those Hong Kong movies and TV series. The lawyers in them are very powerful. At that time, I determined to be like them, punishing rape and eradicating evil, just like I was a savior, fighting against all darkness for justice. Bring fairness and justice to society. So I have been working hard for so many years, fighting for this dream. I studied hard and got admitted to a very good university. Then I took the lawyer's license and started to be a trainee lawyer, and later became a formal lawyer. However, the further I go, the more I realize how ridiculous my original dream was, and the further I go, the further I get further and further away from my original dream. Where can there be absolute fairness and justice in this world? It is impossible to have absolute light. Where the sun is bigger, the shadows are also particularly dark. I eventually deviated from my original intention and I went from being a lawyer to being a businessman. So, until today, I don’t know whether I succeeded or failed, and I don’t know whether I should be happy or sad. "Wang Yaxin said slowly.
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Wang Yaxin with some surprise. This was the first time he heard Wang Yaxin say these inner words to him. Fang Zhiqiang knew that Wang Yaxin actually had a lot of things in his heart. He also knew better that although this woman said it lightly, it was definitely not that easy for a woman to walk alone to this day.
"Live in the moment, I have always liked this sentence talk. So what about success? So what if it fails? I think the most important thing in life is to live in the present and live happily. If everything you want is not what you want, no matter how much you have, so what? Still not happy. "Fang Zhiqiang said lightly.
"Yes, living in the present, who doesn't understand this principle? However, it sounds simple, but it is not that simple to do it. How many people can To truly be so free and easy, man is always an animal with dissatisfied desires. "Wang Yaxin sighed.
"I think it's not that difficult. Before you do anything, you should ask yourself first, ask yourself what you want in your heart, and follow your own path. If your mind goes away, things won't be so complicated. Fang Zhiqiang shook his head, and then said: "Actually, that's what I am. I'm a very casual person. Many people scold me, scold me for being unmotivated, and scold me for being worthless. It's true that I have nothing until today, but , I don’t regret it, nor am I sad. Everything I do is actually what I think in my heart, and I never do anything against my will. Including being in debt, including resigning to come to Mingzhu, everything seems ridiculous to others, but I still persisted in doing it, and I have no regrets. In fact, in my opinion, happiness is that simple. Just do whatever you think about, and don't force yourself to do things you don't want to do. "
Wang Yaxin didn't say anything. After a long time, she said: "Yes, no wonder you can live so freely.Take off. But, I can't do it. My pain is actually that I want too much and want to hold on to too many things, so I make myself miserable. I want to prove to him that I can live well without him, very well. Without him, I can still raise my son by myself, and I can also give him a very good life, and I will educate my son very well. I want him to regret abandoning us, mother and son. I have been striving for this goal for so many years. I was originally a barrister. I have a very good reputation and a high net worth. As long as I want, I can work easily and make a lot of money, but I was not satisfied. I wanted to make more money and make myself and Xiaoyu live a better and more outstanding life, so I resigned from my original law firm. For this reason, I also had a falling out with my former good friend. Founded the current law firm. ”