Fang Zhiqiang smoked cigarettes and drank beer. These hundreds of thousands of debts weighed him down like a heavy mountain all the time, and this time, it was almost going to be the last straw that broke his camel's back.

Fang Zhiqiang finally picked up the phone and called Bi Luochun.

“Hey, Qiangzi, are you home?”

“Well, we just got home, where are you?”

“We were already there. "You kid, you came home so early? Didn't you go out romantically with girl Xiaoxiao, watch movies, get a room or something?"

Fang Zhiqiang smiled, he is gone now Not interested in continuing to joke with Bi Luochun, he smiled and said: "Stop joking, Old Bi, let me tell you something."

　"What is it?"

"Can you lend me some money?" Fang Zhiqiang asked directly. Before asking this question, he had already mustered up a lot of courage. At this time, he looked down on himself.

There was silence for a long time, and finally asked: "Tell me, how much is it?"

"Thirty thousand?"

Bi Luochun again He was silent, and finally said: "Qiangzi, it's not that brothers don't lend, but you also know the situation between Liu Yan and me. Last time we lent you 50,000 yuan for Nie Qian's father, and now we are really We don’t have that much money. Her and I only have this much salary. We only have about two thousand yuan for food and drink every month plus rent, etc. If you ask for thirty thousand yuan, you really don’t have any. We Our total possessions now are only five thousand yuan. If you want it, I will take it out and give it to you later.” Yeah." Fang Zhiqiang said with a sigh.

"What happened? Why do you want so much money all of a sudden?"

"My second uncle, I lent him 30,000 yuan at the time, and now I The second aunt is sick. I have to return this money to my second uncle for treatment."

"Well, how about I go to the work tomorrow and ask my colleagues to borrow it and see? How much can I borrow."

"I appreciate your kindness, brother, don't bother with this matter. Don't worry, it's okay. I'll figure it out myself. Don't worry, that's all. Let's do this!" Fang Zhiqiang hung up the phone after saying that.

Fang Zhiqiang sat there helplessly, sighed, continued to smoke, and looked around his small room. It seemed that besides the laptop he had bought for several years, it was worth something. Anything other than money is worthless and impossible to sell.

Fang Zhiqiang sat there and thought for a long time, but in the end he couldn’t come up with a way.Most of the people he could think of who could lend him money had already lent him money last time. How could they lend him money again this time if they didn't repay them last time? He couldn't open this mouth either. Fang Zhiqiang finally picked up the phone again and called Wang Yaxin.

　“Hello!”

　“Are you at home? I have something to ask you.”

　“At home, come over by yourself!” Wang Yaxin hung up the phone after speaking.

"When did I become so shameless?" Fang Zhiqiang laughed at himself after hanging up the phone, and then went out and rode his bike to Wang Yaxin's house.

Fang Zhiqiang knocked on Wang Yaxin’s door, and his aunt opened the door. Then Fang Zhiqiang walked in and saw Wang Yaxin in the living room wearing pajamas and watching TV.

"Why did you come here without changing your clothes?" Wang Yaxin asked with a frown on Fang Zhiqiang's appearance, obviously very unhappy.

"Is it okay today? Xiaoyu is not at home."

"What if I meet an acquaintance? What did I say at the time? As long as you come over or it's me If I call you, you have to change your clothes. Even if you don’t change the clothes I bought for you, you can’t wear these clothes. Everyone will know that you are delivering express. Don’t do anything wrong this time. Once. Tell me, what do you want from me?"

Fang Zhiqiang sat on the sofa, and after a long time he said to Wang Yaxin: "Can you lend me 30,000 yuan?". When he said this, Fang Zhiqiang's voice was low, because he himself felt that he was embarrassed and lacked the confidence to say this.

Wang Yaxin frowned again, looked at Fang Zhiqiang and said: "What do you think I am? Am I a bank? Think about it for yourself, you have only been working here for a few days. ? When did you not talk about money? You have very bad thinking. We have signed a labor contract, and we will give you as much as we should pay you every month. Give me a reason, why should I pay you now? Your thirty thousand yuan? I don’t lack these thirty thousand yuan, but why should I give it to you? It was only a few days ago that I gave you salary last time? Do you know that people are always talking about money, which is very annoying and disgusting? You know? ?".

Fang Zhiqiang smoked a cigarette without saying a word, then stood up and said: "Sorry, sorry to bother you.".

Fang Zhiqiang walked out slowly.

“Stop, what’s your attitude?” Wang Yaxin was very dissatisfied with Fang Zhiqiang’s attitude.

　"I don't have any attitude or attitude. I came here today originally to borrow some money from you, but I didn't ask you to give me the money. It doesn't matter if you don't borrow it. I always tell you It is indeed my fault that you talked about money. I apologize to you and will never do it again." Fang Zhiqiang stopped and said to Wang Yaxin, then opened the door and walked inGo outside.

Riding the bicycle, Fang Zhiqiang felt that his heart ached so much that he wanted to find a place to have a good cry. He himself is a person with very strong self-esteem. Basically, as long as he can do it himself, no matter how hard or tiring he is, he will not ask others. But this time, he really has no choice. Regarding Wang Yaxin's words, he felt Humiliated, I felt as if my self-esteem had been trampled on the ground. He was also a dignified man, but he never thought he would be as useless as he is now.

Fang Zhiqiang returned to his small room, turned on his computer, clicked on the web page, and started typing the words "selling blood" in the search bar. He browsed several web pages, and then entered "selling blood" Kidney" continued to browse related information.

After reading it, Fang Zhiqiang felt that his head was empty, so he just lay down on the bed, and suddenly felt that his heart was so tired, so tired. This incident gave him too many blows, a ruthless blow.

I don’t know how long it took, but suddenly there was a knock on the door, and Fang Zhiqiang was a little surprised. There are only a few people he knows in Shanghai. Who will come to see him at this time? He couldn't think of anyone else except Bi Luochun. When he walked over and opened the door, he thought it was Bi Luochun who came, but after opening the door, he found that it was Wang Yaxin standing outside the door.

“Why are you here?” Fang Zhiqiang asked in surprise.

"This is 30,000 yuan. Click on it. It was just taken out of the cash machine." Wang Yaxin took out an envelope from her bag and handed it to Fang Zhiqiang.

Fang Zhiqiang was a little shocked and didn’t know whether he should reach out to pick it up. In the end, he didn’t pick it up. Instead, he said to Wang Yaxin calmly: “Come in and sit for a while, I’ll get you a glass of water. ." There was an indescribable feeling of haggard when he said this.

Wang Yaxin looked at Fang Zhiqiang, and finally walked in, sat on the only chair in the room, and placed the envelope containing 30,000 yuan on Fang Zhiqiang’s only chair. on the chair.

“Are you going to sell your kidney?” Wang Yaxin asked Fang Zhiqiang in surprise when she saw the search information displayed on Fang Zhiqiang’s computer.

Fang Zhiqiang was pouring water for Wang Yaxin. It looked like this and said: "No, just taking a look."

"What I said before was a bit harsh, I'm sorry. ." Wang Yaxin said as she took the water handed over by Fang Zhiqiang.

Fang Zhiqiang shook his head and said: "I can understand. There is nothing wrong with you. The relationship between us is just an employment relationship. We also signed a contract and the salary has been determined long ago. But I always And I talk to you about money again and again, and this time I ask you to borrow money. We are not very familiar with each other. Not only you, but anyone else will find it annoying and disgusting. This is human nature. It's normal."

"Tell me, what happened to you? From the moment I met you, I discovered that you are particularly short of money and never forget to make money. What is your problem? "Wang Yaxin asked.

"It's nothing, just a small personal matter of mine. "Fang Zhiqiang didn't want to say anything more to Wang Yaxin.

"Fang Zhiqiang, if you don't tell me, how can I continue the contract with you? You have also seen it yourself. Your current condition is very bad. You have been looking for money everywhere for three days, and now you even have the idea of ​​selling your kidney. Are you desperate for your life? How do you expect me to continue to cooperate with you with confidence? As your boss, I have to know your general situation, right? "Wang Yaxin continued to ask.

Fang Zhiqiang smoked a cigarette and said after a long time: "Actually, it's not a big deal. The old man at home was sick and needed surgery. The conditions at home were not good. In order to do the surgery, I borrowed 500,000 to 600,000 yuan from relatives and friends. However, although the operation was performed, the person still could not be saved. The person is gone, but the debt remains here. I was just a small civil servant in the government, and I could only get less than 3,000 yuan a month after deducting insurance and other expenses, so I came to Shanghai to work in order to make more money in a big city and pay off this debt as soon as possible. Returned. I borrowed the 30,000 yuan this time because one of my family members was sick and needed money for treatment urgently. I had to pay him back the money as soon as possible. That's what it is. No matter what, no matter what, I'm very grateful to you. "

"How much have you paid back now? "Wang Yaxin asked.

"How much can I pay back? I have paid back 30,000 yuan. I earn less than 6,000 yuan a month. This is all thanks to the job you gave me. Otherwise, I will not be able to pay off this debt even in the Year of the Monkey and the Horse. Part of it Money still needs to pay interest, and the money earned every month is almost enough to pay interest. "Fang Zhiqiang said helplessly. Every time he thought about these debts, his heart felt very tired.

"This is thirty thousand yuan, count it yourself! "Wang Yaxin pointed to the envelope on the table again.

Looking at the envelope, Fang Zhiqiang was filled with emotions. He needed this money, and he wanted it no matter what, but, This money was like a knife stuck in his heart. He felt like a beggar, kneeling on the ground and thanking others for their charity, even if it was just a bun. All his self-esteem and pride seemed to be buried in this envelope On.

"Let me write you an IOU. Although I can't guarantee when I can pay you back, I will definitely pay you back the money as soon as possible, I promise! "Fang Zhiqiang hurriedly found paper and pen.

"No, if I need you to write an IOU, I won't send you money. Just think of this money as my salary advanced to you in advance. The reason why I lend you money is not because of anything else, but because you sincerelyWith my son, I can see that. ”